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Saturday, June 20, 2009,Saturday, June 20, 2009

SAD~~

Hi everyone, now is 20th june 4.11 am, i so sad,bored now...I can't get to sleep....:'(..I didn't wan to blog abt this but i really dun haf anyone to talk to whenever i feeling sad or i gt something to talk to...

Ever since sch started, all my friends like dun care abt me sia, hmm, something i really wan go back to sec life, where everyone can talk to me, call me when they need me...Now is like everyone have thier own life, all dun need me anymore :'(

Haiz, i think this is called life? haha...Something i dun wan to grow up, if i grow up, all start to left me and no one care,talk,play to me....Thought gt ppl like roy,boon,ken will call me go out and play but whenever i play is like abit sad leh...At least after they play finish games and they know how to do their homework but for me I DUNO HOW TO DO!...I didn't wan to bother my classmate too much because i know as an animator, their stress level and work load is alot more than me..I dun wish to bother them and let them concentrate on their work....

hmmm, let say the recent assignment 2, i tried to ask them, but the way they explain to me, i still dun understand, and i told them that is ok, i tried to ask other, but who can i ask? Roy?Boon?kenneth?eunice?...NONE!..I think ever since i join the course, i gain back my smile and laughter but at the same time i also getting more and more depress due to the work. It is getting more and more tough and the more i dun understand! :'(, I just feeling like dying lor....Haiz, i duno what to do, some ask me change course next year! But is not tat i dun wan to change but i still need to serve army leh, i dun have time to waste lor....If u tell me i have already finish army, i dun mind changing course next week but i have nt!What shl i do? Can someone tell me what to do?

Hmm, sometime i wan to go rp or ITE! Because they have the secondary sch life type unlike, NYP,SP,NP and TP, all stress like hell and unlimited work load! Zzzz...

I seriously think i shl be in ITE instead of poly lor, i am so stupid and such a useless slow learner, can't catch up anything i left out! Hmm i dun mind going ITE next year if can? haha XD...Because i see my friends, Eunice, Aminah,Boon wee, they all went ITE, but at least, they are happy and find themself useful in some areas..Unlike me, went in Digital Media Design, Animation for two months, yet i can't find myself useful in any areas except being laughter to ppl? LMAO!

Hmm, later is 5B gathering, i looking forward to it but i scared everything crop up because i have a slight bad feeling abt it sia...haha duno is it accurate...HOPE NOT!...haha i think i will stay up the whole night to play games, refine my work and watch video ba...haha XD..

Goodnite~~

The following ppl own me a life time friendship!

Secondary BF-

Eunice - She is a nice person, but i just feel like whacking her for many many times, because i wanted to help me but she always scared getting me into trouble and dun wan to let me help her...Ever since poly start, if she gt trouble, she dun find me anymore le but ticket seller..haha, hmm, is good that ticket seller is able to help her...BUT LET ME WARN U! IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED, I NEED TO BE INFORM, I DUN WANT TO BE KEEP IN DARK!

Roy - He is a joker shark...The reason we called him shark is because of his hair! haha XD...He is a shy,nice and funny person...The first time u see him, u might not like him but when time gets longer, u find him more and more joker and easy to hang out with...Whenever i feeling emo, he will ask me go out without knowing i am emo or nt..haha...When go out with him, i want to emo but failed! Because he will say some crap stuff and make me laugh de =.=!

Kenneth - WORLD BIGGEST JOKER!...He like to act cute! opps i say out his secret...haha XD..He is a nice person too, but he is another person i wan to whack too...Whenever something happened to him, he will nvr ever let ppl know de lor, always keep to himself...Haiz...Overall is he is a nice friends to hang ard with....He used to be my ear, always hear all my story and sorrow in sec life but now he is busy with his poly stuff so i dun find him anymore to talk abt my matter....

Zolene - She is my lao ma zi...haha XD....She is a nice, quiet joker octopus...hehe XD..She likes, korean, taiwan guys...haha...Her favourite band or group singer gt lots and lots...For taiwan, she gt Bang Bang Tang, Lollipop...Korean is G-dragon, DBSK and some others which i can't rmb..haha XD...She sometime very qian bian...because talk to her, nvr pei attention de lor..If ask her give comment or what, she like hmmm, IDK....-.-!..She cannot be the person who u can talk to sia...she seldom will listen unless you and her mind are one the same channel~~haha XD

Sok Zhen - She is a best artist in my class...Haha XD, her art work being display in library before de leh...wahahaha...She is a nice person to talk to because she will give some comment and tell u what to do base on her experience if she encounter before...haha XD..Just tat she will something randomly ask ppl go out if nt lan...haha XD

Benjamin - He is a big brother bear..haha..His body can be cushion sia, more comfort then my body...hehe i bet anyone lie on him, sure fall asleep easily de...hehe..He sometime damn talk crap sia but mostly of what he say is true of what is going on...haha...He might look nerd at times but if he wan serious, he can be very very serious, once he get offended in serious mode, YOU ARE DEAD! haha XD....

Liwoon - DAMN IRRITATING PERSON/ CAT! haha XD if u are a guy! You dead man, he like to irritated guys especially me,ken,roy!....She is nt bad la BUT very 泼辣....haha XD...she best in is her fingers nail! As long as flag pole sia...touch u, u bleed le..hehe haha XD

Boon Wee - I put him at last is because he is a PERVERT!!! haha XD no la, just tat his mind is more polluted then the rest of us only, nth much, only like to say ppl have tiny rasin while he have huge rocket...hehe only me,roy,ken and him know...the rest still young, duno,,haha XD He is also irritating joker, he get mad easily one...haha XD..But i think he went ITE is better at least, he pay more attention to lesson and nvr sleep in class...haha...I still rmb last time, me,him,eunice always sleep in class de..haha XD damn funny sia, kana caught...hehe XD..

Still gt some more like aminah, jenny,calvin and some others, i just too lazy to name them..hehe...

Poly friends -

Kit min (pro in shading) -she is a nice,cheerful person, who nvr fail to bring smile to ppl...She always smile, laugh tend to be emo at times..haha...Haiz~ she name me, bernard, melvin as her hamster, always pat on our head, haha...She is the first one to do tat on me sia..haha XD, hang out with her also can be a fun things..hehe XD

Bernard (Pro in sketching) - Haiz, say until this person, i feel like dying sia...Nw everyone is my class say tat he is my gay partner!!!! I duno what have i done to deserve tat sia...But nvm la, used to it le..haha XD..He something very yellow minded, tat why i name him as banana...haha XD...Banana is yellow and it suit him in term of name and colour..haha XD, he is another joker tat i cannot outwit him in term of talking...He and kit add together = motto mouth! haha XD

Melvin (Pro in drawing lines) - He is a nice person, haha...He is those kind of ppl tta treat ppl nice, dun really expect a repay kindness type...haha for me i think is like that but i nt sure abt other..hehe because whenever i need ppl to accompany do something, he will always be there for me unless he is rushing work...haha XD..Overall, he is a nice person in the class of DA 04!

Zijing (Pro in concerning ppl) - She have the mother look sia regardless how she treat ppl or how she show concern to others, she gives us a motherly feeling...haha..If u with her and u kana bully, dun worry, she sure help u deal with the person...haha sound like some kind of big boss...hehe XD..She is a hard-working person other than bernard and melvin...That why whether i feeling low, she can be also another person to find and talk to..Btw she is also from amkss de..hehe XD

Jessica (Pro in perspective) - Wah! say until this person i must be prepare to die first..haha XD, she is our ancestor sia, we called her AH MA!..haha opps, she better dun come my blog and see, if nt i sch reopen i dead!..haha XD...She is very encouraging...I still rmb, when i feeling low, she will ask me what happened and comfort me...hehe.,.That seldom happen to me whenever i met new friends, she the first one sia..haha..I still rmb whn i just know kenneth, roy they all, dun seem that they treat me like how ah ma treat me...hehe...She willing to share her exprience with us and teach us on those things we duno...haha XD

Ryan (Pro in everything) - WOW! He is our god from DA 04!!! haha...He is a person where know whn serious and whn to joke ard...His art work is the best among all my sec friend, i think..haha...Hmm, actually i dun really know how to say abt this guy sia, i know, whn i saw him during orientation, he look very quiet and have a bit of retard face..hehe no offend, but whn he finish drawing u will like, Wah, omg, so nice...haha...He art work cannot be compare with others sia..haha, overall he is a quiet person but he start talking, u either laugh or cried! hahaXD if u wan to know why, go find out yourself..haha XD

Tammy (Pro in drawing) - hehe...Tammy, she is a very very shy person...Whn i first saw her, she give me a feeling of she is a daring person but as time goes past, u will find out actually she is a shy person, haha, seldom talk unless u talk to her...she is another pro artist...haha, hmm another i also duno how to say abt her..haha XD

I'm done! Bye guys..