I ♥ Music

Friday, July 31, 2009,Friday, July 31, 2009

HELLO people, i back from action....Wahahaha...Now in sch library waiting for time to pass for drawing lesson....Zzzz, i now feel like sleeping sia...I last night chiong my Communication skill presentation till morning....After doing, i went to bath and get ready to go sch..haiz, reach sch, i very nervous about later presentation...WHo know in the end, no time so no choice, i have to present next week! IF i know, i will not wear formal to sch sia, SO HOT!!!!! T.T, poor me...Haiz, now the time is 1.04, ok is time for me to get ready for my 1.30 drawing lesson....I gtg now, tonight blog again ba...Cya~~~

Monday, July 27, 2009,Monday, July 27, 2009

feel so hurt

I now feeling so hurt...After hearing something which i can't believe it...I didn't expect this things will happened...How could they do this to me? Previously all those things they say and done, all are fake? T.T, i just can't stand it when this kind of thing happened, since they did this to me, they dun expect me to be the same as before, i take back all those words tat i said to u guys...YOU ALL DUN WORTH IT!

I expect u guys to be kind enough to understand yet no, I think i dun need to explain why am i doing all this! You guys started it first so dun blame me...We shall play a game called MASK! I will be wearing a mask whenever i talk to u guys...I dun wish to talk much..

Bye
Goodnite

Thursday, July 23, 2009,Thursday, July 23, 2009

I'm sry..

I'm so sry...The reason that i say sry is because of one reason....Yesterday after talking to ZC and thinking for one night, i agree to him...Like wat he say, actually i long time forgive him already just tat i dun wan to admit and whenever i see him, i pretend to ignore him...Because is like after angry with him and want to forgive him is not something tat easy to say out...Tat why i wan to pretend that i still angry with him....If i not wrong, i think, he been to my blog and saw tat post...I know is my fault tat i say until like that, i sincerely apologise to u...I know now u are still angry with me, i dun expect u to forigve me, even u wan come scold me or wat, i dun mind...i will willingly let u scold....As long as, u can 消气 is enough already....

I just hope that you can continue be my friend :)....

我真的很希望再当你的朋友。因为每当，我需要朋友时，你不建议让我打扰你。我想送你一首歌叫“朋友”

因为在歌词里有一段是：
朋友一生一起走那些日子不再有一句話一輩子一生情一杯酒朋友不曾孤單過一聲朋友你會懂還有傷還有痛還要走還有我

Sunday, July 19, 2009,Sunday, July 19, 2009

Sad~

Today went to attend alvin's mum funeral...When i was at there, it remind me of my mum's funeral where i had sleepless night just to offer the incense...haha...hmmm, see alvin, it do remind me of those days where i spent with my mum....How i wish those days end slowly or nvr even end Because i wan to spent more times with my mum, i was wonder, how come half a year past so fast? I wan time to turn back, at those days, i do really see how my mum show her concern to us...Despite she suffer from illness, she still care for us whether we fall sick....I still rmb tat gt one night, i having fever, she having difficulties on walking because her leg was swollen, yet she still come into my room, and wake up me to eat medicine and take my temperature... Last time before she suffering from cancer, i always have the mindset tat she is too biased against my sis, in the end i found out is tat the way she showing concern to us is different...When i wanted to repay her for wat she did, it was already too late, she already suffering from cancer...I did nth and all i know is that every night, or whenever i was alone, i will hide under my blanket and cried and cried....Because I know tat in a few months time, she was going to leave us....I rather she everyday scold me and cane me than everyday resting at home and wait for death....whenever i see her giving up on herself by nt visiting to hospital or getting herself drank, i feel even more depress and wish that the person is me instead of my mum.... Seriously, a person suffering from illness is nt a funny matter, if u nvr experience it yourself, u will nvr know...After my mum pass away, it took me almost 1 year to stop myself from thinking of my mum and emo-ing.....Throughout this 1 year, alot of things happened ard me and i didn't even reliase....haiz~~~ Now if u ask me whether i miss my mum or will i think of my mum or nt, and if i say no, is all LIE!....Sometime all the things happened on me or stress out because of sch work, i will thinking of doing something silly...:P. For me, i will think this way is because once you gone, all the matter will be solve and your parent will save money by paying less electric, less water money....Isn't it sound great? Muahahaha~~~ Tat is another reason why i cherish friendship alot is that whenever soemthing on me, they will be there for me to relay one or support me.....