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Friday, February 13, 2009,Friday, February 13, 2009

SAD!!!

*Sob Sob* NO mood to vacuum and mop my blog..hehehe..

This few days, i duno why like very sad and emo again leh, this two days at home, keep thinking abt the past, the more i think, the more useless i am...
1. I can't even keep my promise tat i made to my mum.
2. I can't even do well in my academic.
3. I can't even handed the burden tat i supposed to handed.
4. I can't even keep a good relationship within friends.
5. I can't even protect/help myself whn i face trouble.
6. I can't even control my temper this few days, keep venting anger on some other ppl
7. I get jealous easily over some small things
8. I can't even forget someone who i have to forget
9. I keep wasting money without further thinking!
10. Even comes to games, i am always a loser, no matter wat, i just can't win others
11. I being sick for the past 2weeks+ still cannot recover!
12. I also cannot completed a simple task whn assign to me!
13. I am also a burden of others!
14. I always bring trouble for ppl no matter where i go!
15. Why am i so stupid, whenever comes to problems, i just choose to run away instead of thinking how to solve the problems!
16. Why i just cannot gain ppl trust?
17. Why am i born with color blind!
18. Why i just can't enter the course i wan in poly?
19. Why i always so dumb, keep sacrificing myself and never think whether the person is using me or nt!
20. Why i just can't be a good brother?
21. Why i just find anything useful abt me?
22. Why am i a crybaby?
23. Why i just cannot control my emotion?
24. Why i can't be a good buddy of anyone?
25. Why am i so irritating,annoying?
26. What have i done to cause ppl dun like me?
27. What must i do so tat i can liked my ppl?
28. Why i can't be brave instead of coward?
29. Why i just can't be useful in one way?
30. Why am i every time so clumsy?

I really enough of this problems le...Still gt a lot more of problems tat i am facing now...I just dun understand human being! WAT IS THE USE OF THEM LIVING IN THIS WORLD! CAN'T THEY JUST SHOW CARE AND CONCERN TO SOME PPL INSTEAD OF CRITICIZE THEM AND MAKING FUN OF THEM?? IS IT SO FUN TO CRACK JOKES OUT OF THEM? WAT THE **** IS HAPPENED TO THESE PPL? THEY ARE SUCH A B****** AND B******!

How i wish i could just throw away all my burden, troubles away and leave this world and join my relatives! I had enough!