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Sunday, August 31, 2008,Sunday, August 31, 2008

Haiz...i duno wat can i do

ARgh..I gt three things in mind which i duno wat can i do..Can anyone teach me??

First - I have this 17 yrs friend which i often talk to...Thn one day, i see his msn nick is damn sad which nvr ever happened before de...So i called him n sad him wat happened...I have nt even finish wat i wan to say..He just asked me shut up..Thn i say dun like this la..We been friend for 17 years le thn now see u so unhappy n i try to ask wat happen, see i can help or not..Thn he started shouted at me with all the vulgar..Thn i was getting pissed off, i scold back lor...Thn in the end, he say something which make me damn sad...The thing tat he say is:" i think 17 years of friendship is really too long le, is time we ended this relationship..." Whn i heard this sentence, my heart is like from 100 floor dropped all the way to 1 floor...Because i hardly can have this kind of friend yet suddenly he just say one sentence n tat goes our friendship...This week is the third week, i have nt been talking to him....I trying to say sry to him but in my heart i keep thinking tat this also nt my fault, also nt i started to quarral with him de, he the one hu started it so he shl be the one say sry to me wat...Whn i thinking of this, my tears fall because i can't believe tat our 17 years of relationship can withstand this small quarral...

Second - Also abt friend...I have this friend hu i regard as my close friend though we only know each other recently...haha actually both of us came from the same primary sch...Yeah!...Thn whenever i unhappy, he will lent me his ear n i will tell him story..He nvr think is annoying n still comfort me..Thn i feel happy because he know how to cheer ppl up.But recently i think is because of exam ba..Sms him, nvr reply..Online talk to him, nvr reply, the most funny thing is he nvr reply still nvm but awhile later he went offline without say anything...Win le lor..haiz..duno wat to do leh..I think he start find me very annoying le ba tat y he tryign to avoid me..But during tuition i also trying to avoid him but cannot, still have to see him...Thn today during lesson, i pretend he nt in the class because i personally think tat he also find me annoying tat y dun wan talk to me n wan to avoid me so i will do the same in order nt to make things difficult for him n me...If can i really wan u to be my close friend because i really can't afford to lose anything close friend anymore..I cannot take the pressure anymore!!!I really very tired for waiting friends to reply n as well as being dao by friend...I ALWAYS PUT FRIENDS AS MY FIRST PRIORITY!!!

Third - I like a person...The person is so cute lor...The way the person smile in a silly way..haha so nice..But I think is because of exam thn the person also hardly talk to me le..Online talk dun wan reply..Because the person only can online on during weekend...Haiz..see the person during tuition, the more i see the person the more i feeling sad sia...haha..Hopefully after O can talk to the person again...

Anyone can help me solve this two problems??Ignored the last one..Last one i can settle myself..Everytime come to fri - sun, I will feel emo because it make me remind of the unhappy things.. ='(