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Thursday, March 27, 2008,Thursday, March 27, 2008

Haiz, can i die in your hand?

Today early in the morning late...WTH.Wake up at 7.20 then reach sch at 7.30..Saw the morning assembly still have not finish so i wait till after the national anthem end then i go in...Then the whole day till assembly have no mood to study cause in my mind i keep thinking of something...(When can u let me off?)
Then assembly, the class 5A n 5C having class play...5A class play so very funny especially the shawn where shawn body slam ronald...haha..Then as for 5C, duno wat they acting? LOL.Their class play too short le, the only funny part is jun jie keep doing some stupid action...haha..After the play, ms karim talk abt the achiever's programme thing...Then after went to do sch service, lucky today is mr chan, quite relax...hehe XD
After tat went home to rest a while before going to work, today work till 7pm then can go home le...Yeah...haha..
Ok now, i should tell u why today i no mood to study le...One of the reason is because i late...The other reason is because in my mind the person keep appearing in my mind...I hate it cause is like u dun like me le then y u keep making me everything abt you...I also even remember the first question i ask you when i first saw you...The question is "Wat is your name" n tat is the time when i first start to have feeling towards you...haha wat a joke, i dun EVEN think tat u remember all this small detail le ba...I know u n me r already impossible le but can't we remind as a close friend? Then from onwards when i wan to forget everything abt you n try to do some which i last time nvr do before just to forget all the things abt you..But the next day onwards, your image n everything you do is flash past my mind...Do u know tat you r a strange person??When i need you badly, u like air, vanish within the atmosphere but when i dun need you, u r like a bug, keep appearing in front of me no matter i go....Sometime when this happen, i keep telling myself i am hallucinating, u can't be appear at here...But no matter wat i tell myself, a fact is always a fact, this is something tat cannot be change...Let me ask u one question...Why every time u see, u will not say 'hi' to me n happily walk past me one...Other people walk pass me without saying hi but u cannot...THis is something which i up till nw still cannot accept one...U can say 'hi' to others but why not me?
Can u tell me? I hope u will come my blog n read this n previous post n hope u will change the attitude towards me,try to talk to me more often,not always i the one hu talk to you first.....Can this be done? "."??