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Thursday, January 24, 2008,Thursday, January 24, 2008

I really really feel very sry...

I know is my fault at first but i now realize my mistake le...can't u just forgive me?I have already sry to you cause i know maybe those things i said to you has hurt u a lot but i duno wat has happen..Chinese gt one sentence say tat Bu zhi zhe wu zui...

Maybe like wat ben say, i am a person hu cannot stand emptiness cause is friends hu bring colours to my life..Friends to me is very importance, cause without friend, then i couldn't possible standing here...I really feel regret for asking you all those sensitive things..If others ask me anything about my background i also very sensitive n will feel a bit angry but not angry till so long cause i know they are not purposely one..Cause they duno wat has happen.

I really can't afford to lost such a best friend cause in the sch i dun really have a lot of friends from sec 4...I only gt the 6 of you as my best friends n i really very happy..Cause normally i dun get to know a lot of ppl from sec4..Even i do, i dun think they will consider me as friend as for wat reason i not sure..I have already said sry to you le some more i dun expect you to forgive me but at least continue to be my very very best friend..U know because of this i have been mood swing or emo-ing for a few days cause i am thinking wat can i do to seek for your forgiven..Because of this, this fews days i keep venting my anger either on my family members or even friends..i think if this continue, i think i will leave with no friends le...Or even go crazy cause i keep thinking of how to save this friendship...If i do anything wrong can u tell me so tat i can change...If not i will also repeat the same mistake..

U know wat, u are the second person in my best friend list tat i having cold war for so long..The first one is roy, i having cold war with him for abt 2-3 mths..i dun tat to repeat but wat can i do since u one day dun forgive me...The sad thing in my life is tat my friends ignored me especially my best friends...All ppl in this world can ignored me except my best friend cause like wat i say i can stand emptiness...I really hope we can continue to be BF like last time...