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Monday, December 21, 2009,Monday, December 21, 2009
BYE

Hi guys...i here to inform u, i offically close this blog...Because I going to buried all these memories away because after much thinking, i am so foolish that i can be such a idiot for 17 years...I guess all my effort are gone to waste...

I will open a new blog but not using blogger anymore...I won't tell anyone but one person, that person is TIAN LI! Hey tian li, if u happen to view this post, plz sms me or msn me regarding my new blog, i will inform u abt it,..hahaha so sorry for not writing letter to u..hehehe..thks..That all i going to say..BYE~


Monday, August 31, 2009,Monday, August 31, 2009
I make up my mind

Hey yoyoyo everyone~ I think my blog rot till no one would bother to come le..Woohooo~ I like it~~ haha XDD..I choose this time to blog is not because of anything but i finally make up my mind (I hope, i won't regret)....
I decide to release everything which mean, i don't care about what going on and i will not bother anyone, especially to the person i like~..The reason i will be saying this is not because i feeling negative or wat...But opposite, i feel positive now!
I find out that if i care too much thing, it will only lead to my own unhappiness, and like what roy say, i majiam like a stalker, know everything about the person who i like, what for? That doesn't represent i like the person, that will only lead to the person dislike me even more...Which i don't want it to happen...I want the person i like to be happy everyday, 's smile is something which i like about, i like to see the person smile instead of unhappy...Whenever win a competition, i will feel happy too because i can sense the joy in that person...^V^.
So from now onwards, i will not bother the person anymore including sms or msn, unless the person find me...I know studying in JC is not easy, if i continue to bother the person, it will lead to alot of unhappiness...So i will let heaven decide our fate...If i can meet the person a few more times, that will be good or we can talk to each other more often,it will be even better, at least i can know whether is the person doing well or not..^^. I just hope the person can do well in both CCA and Studies~ JIAYOU! I just hope if upon a chance, the person come to my blog and read, the person will know feel awkward to talk to me because that what a lot of people will do after reading this kind of post..hehe
Meanwhile i want try to do something which i want to do~ hehe that is SD and play B and P~ wahahaha~ Dun tell you guys what does it mean~ =P
That all i have to say...Haiz, damn the blogger, duno what happen, cannot change the color of the font and upload picture de!!!!>.<


Monday, August 24, 2009,Monday, August 24, 2009

Today no mood to blog much, just wan post this video to let everyone see...This the part where i love to watch when i start watching this show..This show is call X-Family, Zhong Ji Yi Jia.



Sunday, August 16, 2009,Sunday, August 16, 2009
i so sad~~

I'm sorry guy, no choice but to blog in chinese because you guys chinese not strong, don't really know how to read and that is my purpose....

我真的很不开心。。因为我觉得我是孤独的,身边没朋友。。每个人都有自己能诉苦或陪伴的好友,但是我没有一个,我曾经觉得我身边有几位好友能陪伴我听我诉苦但是我发现原来这些都是假的,个个都嫌我烦。。为什么个个都能有出了我!!!zolene她有liwoon陪伴和诉苦。凯杨他有benjamin,roy和一群朋友聊天,sok zhen她有姐姐聊天,就连eunice有roy陪着。就连我新交得几位朋友他们都有自己的好友聊天等等。为什么我就没有?我真的好累,真想找个人的肩膀靠,或聊心事,不管这么样都不会感到烦但是这种人处在吗?其实我是不想的但是我所承受的真的很多,不是我能承受的,不管这么说我都是人啊!人也是会有筋疲力经的时候啊,我不要求什么,我只求每当我想找人聊天,有人能陪我聊,听我发发牢骚,能和你分享我的喜悦,你也能和我分享你的喜悦。。为什么人总是善变的?我记得有一位好友曾经对我说每当我在学业上遇到问题,她能帮我的忙,不久以前我需要她的帮忙,她却躲着我。。这就是她所为她帮我忙?真是天大笑话~。。我真是笨,每当她有事,我却去帮她但我有事时,她却躲得远远的。这是好友应该做的吗?我看以后她都不需要我的帮忙了,因为她遇到贵人能帮她。
我真的很珍惜我和朋友们之间的友情,但是为什么,他们要这么玩弄我对他们的信任?他们只知道爱情和一堆狗屁东西,却连什么叫友谊都不懂!我付出这么多却得来只是那么少或者是说一点都没有回报!我要的回报只是你们能用我对你们态度来对待我而不是要我就叫我来,不要我就把我踢到一边!。。。

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我对人类感到失望~


Saturday, August 08, 2009,Saturday, August 08, 2009
hahaa awesome

YO everyone....haha i wan shared something with u guys, every fri i been catching a taiwan show called 終極三國..haha is an awesome some...Below is the theme song call Dui shuo by 強辯+武虎將+東城衛, finally the Mv is out..haha, and one more is the ending song called 泪了 by 曾沛慈, omg, she damn pretty and sweet..haha I like her the most plus she also sing all the ending theme song like 泪了 and 够爱.够爱 this song actually sing by ah chord os the Xfamily theme song thn in the KO3 song, the singer change to her,haha and also this song change from a fast song to a slow and gentle song =D.. enjoy



終極三國 片頭曲 對手

我一掌劈開天 跟著我去冒險 我們的對手到底會是誰
在所有書裡面 為什麼都沒有寫 我們的明天 它在哪邊
為何你一直瞄 是不是要單挑拳擊太極詠春都 隨便你挑
你還一直在笑 小心牙齒斷掉
我要放下書包讓 烈火燃燒
誰說正義會遲到 只有壞人才命好
你不要想逃 我會追到天涯和海角
我一掌劈開天 跟著我去冒險 關不住的夢想就要起飛
在我的心裡面 完美就要更完美 誰都不能改變
我一掌劈開天 跟著我去冒險我們的對手到底會是誰
在所有書裡面 為什麼都沒有寫 我們的明天 它在哪邊
不管有多糟糕 我會替你擋掉
只要你一句話我 幫你辦到
朋友就是不計較 我為你兩肋插刀 我們一起戰到 最後一秒 讓世界看到
我一掌劈開天 跟著我去冒險 關不住的夢想就要起飛
在我的心裡面 完美就要更完美 誰都不能改變
我一掌劈開天 跟著我去冒險
我們的對手到底會是誰 在所有書裡面 為什麼都沒有寫 我們的明天 它在哪邊
我一掌劈開天 跟著我去冒險 關不住的夢想就要起飛
在我的心裡面完美就要更完美 誰都不能改變
我一掌劈開天 跟著我去冒險 我們的對手到底會是誰 在所有書裡面 為什麼都沒有寫 我們的明天 它在哪邊



天快亮了
能不能別離開呢
沉默像首悲傷的歌
捂上視線卻模糊了

你要走了
也帶走所有快樂
甜蜜的片段散落了
疲倦了心冷了我哭了

那流星閃過
我們許下一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離
你怎麼放棄了

星空在閃爍
像你的眼淚
悄悄劃過
當你放開了手
離開的時候
有沒有一點捨不得我

淚光在閃爍
而我的眼淚忍住
不敢墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候
你卻已經遠遠離開我

離開我了
夢醒了還剩什麼
我要的幸福消失了
你的心曾經屬於我的

那流星閃過
我們許下一個願望
要在一起 絕不分離
你怎麼放棄了

星空在閃爍
像你的眼淚
悄悄劃過
當你放開了手
離開的時候
有沒有一點捨不得我

淚光在閃爍
而我的眼淚忍住
不敢墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候
你卻已經遠遠離開我

有過的快樂
我都記得
回憶還旋轉著
愛怎麼停了
我們都淚了

星空在閃爍
像你的眼淚
悄悄劃過
當你放開了手
離開的時候
有沒有一點捨不得我

淚光在閃爍
而我的眼淚忍住
不敢墜落
我還留在黑暗中守候
你卻已經遠遠離開



我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
指头还残留
你为我
擦的指甲油
没想走
你好像说过
你和我会不会有以后
世界一直一直变
地球不停的转动
在你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵
只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够
让你一个人 独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候
在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我
你听见了吗
我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明
我为了你存在的意义
世界一直一直变
地球不停的转动
在你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵
只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔
只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候
在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我
爱你的我
不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗
就请你让我说出口
爱只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候
在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我

爱你的我

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影


Thursday, August 06, 2009,Thursday, August 06, 2009

Love is all about not minding a person's virtues and flaws.
I shouldn't mind your bad flaws as who you are to me.
I have a lot in life. I also lost a lot as well.
Even which means I have lost you.
I don't have much regrets.
I could meet any person I want, but I want to spend my life with the person I love.

" Can't you depend on me? I want to laugh with you when you laugh. When you're happy, I want to be happy with you. When it's hard on you, I want to share the burden. When you're in pain, I want to cry with you."
As time goes by, I start to wonder. Day after day I feel lost By the minutes of the day, I count in loneliness Coming to the end of the day I look at people walking in pairs How do I feel to myself? I ask myself I talk to myself Walking on my own... My days of singlelihood is too long to walk down the road.. The path is mounted with obstacles.. Friends standing by me is a gift given to me. I feel fortunate
I dream of your touch while you are away, I dream of your smile all through the day, I remember the day, You came into my life, I dream of the day I will be your partner I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you, I dream of the day I can say I do. To be together for life, Is a dream I have, Every night.

我的心脏是易碎的。我对你再次开放了。我对你是诚实的关于我的过去关系。你听我的故事。我信任你与我易碎的心脏。我相信你为变成一个更好的人。你说你想品尝真实的爱仅此一次全部。我信任你与我的心脏并且真诚地爱你。 现在创伤是更深的。

Haiz, i also duno why i wrote all this...Haha, is this really the feeling i had now? What is love? How does love look like? How does it feel? Can someone plz plz tell me?


Sunday, August 02, 2009,Sunday, August 02, 2009
I love u

Now is morning 7.07am...I just finish one romance show....This show is showing that a kid who have no friend to play with or talk to, always went ard to bully ppl...One day, another kid come by and wanted to be his friend...As time pass, they grew up together become good friend, whenever who sad,the another party will cheer up the who is sad...In the end, one of them confess to the person that "I love you"...

After watching, i think i'm like them...I like my good friend...Though u have being there for me whenever i need u but i just duno why i like u...I think is whenever i quarrel with my friends, u will be there for me, to hear me out....WHY!!! WHy must u talk to me again!!! HOw i wish u will nvr exist and ignored me foreever and ever!!! When i see u nvr talk to me or reply my message or msn, i feel dishearted, as if my heart has being throw to the bottom of the sea...The moment u talk to me again or reply my message, the feeling is tho i found my heart after swimming in the sea for quite sometime...WHY IS THIS HAPPEN TO ME! I have hint u before but u never bother abt it...Do u know how sad i am? When i see romantica show,scary show or funny show, i always imagine that u will beside me and accompany me and watch....Do u know how it feel like? Whenever i talk to u, i just feel super relax,happy and comfort, no stress in talking to u...one thing that stopped me from talking to u is that i scare u ignored me again, that why i will only talk to u once in a while instead frequently...Because i dun wan history to happen again just because in the past whenever problem occur, i go and find u instead of other and make u think that i am a troublesome, annoying person....

As time pass, my feeing for u is getting stronger and stronger..I just can't remove u from my mind...You know something?Because of u, one of my animation exercise i got an A!!!! Because u like that activity and when i doing that animation, i think of u and your smile...Your smile brighten up my days...Whenever i see u, my heart is pumping non-stop, i just duno why...And i dun really dare to talk to u face to face...My face confirm will be as red as a baboon butt...How i wish i could see u now and u will just sleeping beside me and let me hug u and sleep....You u so cute when u will smiling especially smile whn taking photos...

Haha, i not a pervert hor! i just like the way u smile, is just so cute and nice...WeeeeWeeee~~~ I just wish u coud do well in your studies...My only wishes is that whenever i need u, u will there for me. When my birthday reach, all u need to do is to send me a birthday message, write something on my fb, i dun expect u to give me present because i know u won't do that :(. Come my blog and read, something i might read abt u..hehe, tat all...



I now just can't stop thinking about u and your nice smile....I really hope u now will beside me and let me hug u and sleep...That will be the best...ok i got to go and sleep now, i wish i could dream about u...


Friday, July 31, 2009,Friday, July 31, 2009

HELLO people, i back from action....Wahahaha...Now in sch library waiting for time to pass for drawing lesson....Zzzz, i now feel like sleeping sia...I last night chiong my Communication skill presentation till morning....After doing, i went to bath and get ready to go sch..haiz, reach sch, i very nervous about later presentation...WHo know in the end, no time so no choice, i have to present next week! IF i know, i will not wear formal to sch sia, SO HOT!!!!! T.T, poor me...Haiz, now the time is 1.04, ok is time for me to get ready for my 1.30 drawing lesson....I gtg now, tonight blog again ba...Cya~~~


Monday, July 27, 2009,Monday, July 27, 2009
feel so hurt

I now feeling so hurt...After hearing something which i can't believe it...I didn't expect this things will happened...How could they do this to me? Previously all those things they say and done, all are fake? T.T, i just can't stand it when this kind of thing happened, since they did this to me, they dun expect me to be the same as before, i take back all those words tat i said to u guys...YOU ALL DUN WORTH IT!

I expect u guys to be kind enough to understand yet no, I think i dun need to explain why am i doing all this! You guys started it first so dun blame me...We shall play a game called MASK! I will be wearing a mask whenever i talk to u guys...I dun wish to talk much..

Bye
Goodnite


Thursday, July 23, 2009,Thursday, July 23, 2009
I'm sry..

I'm so sry...The reason that i say sry is because of one reason....Yesterday after talking to ZC and thinking for one night, i agree to him...Like wat he say, actually i long time forgive him already just tat i dun wan to admit and whenever i see him, i pretend to ignore him...Because is like after angry with him and want to forgive him is not something tat easy to say out...Tat why i wan to pretend that i still angry with him....If i not wrong, i think, he been to my blog and saw tat post...I know is my fault tat i say until like that, i sincerely apologise to u...I know now u are still angry with me, i dun expect u to forigve me, even u wan come scold me or wat, i dun mind...i will willingly let u scold....As long as, u can 消气 is enough already....

I just hope that you can continue be my friend :)....

我真的很希望再当你的朋友。因为每当,我需要朋友时,你不建议让我打扰你。我想送你一首歌叫“朋友”

因为在歌词里有一段是:
朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有 一句話 一輩子 一生情 一杯酒 朋友不曾孤單過 一聲朋友你會懂 還有傷 還有痛 還要走 還有我



Sunday, July 19, 2009,Sunday, July 19, 2009
Sad~

Today went to attend alvin's mum funeral...When i was at there, it remind me of my mum's funeral where i had sleepless night just to offer the incense...haha...hmmm, see alvin, it do remind me of those days where i spent with my mum....How i wish those days end slowly or nvr even end Because i wan to spent more times with my mum, i was wonder, how come half a year past so fast? I wan time to turn back, at those days, i do really see how my mum show her concern to us...Despite she suffer from illness, she still care for us whether we fall sick....I still rmb tat gt one night, i having fever, she having difficulties on walking because her leg was swollen, yet she still come into my room, and wake up me to eat medicine and take my temperature... Last time before she suffering from cancer, i always have the mindset tat she is too biased against my sis, in the end i found out is tat the way she showing concern to us is different...When i wanted to repay her for wat she did, it was already too late, she already suffering from cancer...I did nth and all i know is that every night, or whenever i was alone, i will hide under my blanket and cried and cried....Because I know tat in a few months time, she was going to leave us....I rather she everyday scold me and cane me than everyday resting at home and wait for death....whenever i see her giving up on herself by nt visiting to hospital or getting herself drank, i feel even more depress and wish that the person is me instead of my mum.... Seriously, a person suffering from illness is nt a funny matter, if u nvr experience it yourself, u will nvr know...After my mum pass away, it took me almost 1 year to stop myself from thinking of my mum and emo-ing.....Throughout this 1 year, alot of things happened ard me and i didn't even reliase....haiz~~~ Now if u ask me whether i miss my mum or will i think of my mum or nt, and if i say no, is all LIE!....Sometime all the things happened on me or stress out because of sch work, i will thinking of doing something silly...:P. For me, i will think this way is because once you gone, all the matter will be solve and your parent will save money by paying less electric, less water money....Isn't it sound great? Muahahaha~~~ Tat is another reason why i cherish friendship alot is that whenever soemthing on me, they will be there for me to relay one or support me.....


Saturday, June 20, 2009,Saturday, June 20, 2009
SAD~~

Hi everyone, now is 20th june 4.11 am, i so sad,bored now...I can't get to sleep....:'(..I didn't wan to blog abt this but i really dun haf anyone to talk to whenever i feeling sad or i gt something to talk to...

Ever since sch started, all my friends like dun care abt me sia, hmm, something i really wan go back to sec life, where everyone can talk to me, call me when they need me...Now is like everyone have thier own life, all dun need me anymore :'(

Haiz, i think this is called life? haha...Something i dun wan to grow up, if i grow up, all start to left me and no one care,talk,play to me....Thought gt ppl like roy,boon,ken will call me go out and play but whenever i play is like abit sad leh...At least after they play finish games and they know how to do their homework but for me I DUNO HOW TO DO!...I didn't wan to bother my classmate too much because i know as an animator, their stress level and work load is alot more than me..I dun wish to bother them and let them concentrate on their work....

hmmm, let say the recent assignment 2, i tried to ask them, but the way they explain to me, i still dun understand, and i told them that is ok, i tried to ask other, but who can i ask? Roy?Boon?kenneth?eunice?...NONE!..I think ever since i join the course, i gain back my smile and laughter but at the same time i also getting more and more depress due to the work. It is getting more and more tough and the more i dun understand! :'(, I just feeling like dying lor....Haiz, i duno what to do, some ask me change course next year! But is not tat i dun wan to change but i still need to serve army leh, i dun have time to waste lor....If u tell me i have already finish army, i dun mind changing course next week but i have nt!What shl i do? Can someone tell me what to do?

Hmm, sometime i wan to go rp or ITE! Because they have the secondary sch life type unlike, NYP,SP,NP and TP, all stress like hell and unlimited work load! Zzzz...

I seriously think i shl be in ITE instead of poly lor, i am so stupid and such a useless slow learner, can't catch up anything i left out! Hmm i dun mind going ITE next year if can? haha XD...Because i see my friends, Eunice, Aminah,Boon wee, they all went ITE, but at least, they are happy and find themself useful in some areas..Unlike me, went in Digital Media Design, Animation for two months, yet i can't find myself useful in any areas except being laughter to ppl? LMAO!

Hmm, later is 5B gathering, i looking forward to it but i scared everything crop up because i have a slight bad feeling abt it sia...haha duno is it accurate...HOPE NOT!...haha i think i will stay up the whole night to play games, refine my work and watch video ba...haha XD..

Goodnite~~

The following ppl own me a life time friendship!

Secondary BF-

Eunice - She is a nice person, but i just feel like whacking her for many many times, because i wanted to help me but she always scared getting me into trouble and dun wan to let me help her...Ever since poly start, if she gt trouble, she dun find me anymore le but ticket seller..haha, hmm, is good that ticket seller is able to help her...BUT LET ME WARN U! IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED, I NEED TO BE INFORM, I DUN WANT TO BE KEEP IN DARK!

Roy - He is a joker shark...The reason we called him shark is because of his hair! haha XD...He is a shy,nice and funny person...The first time u see him, u might not like him but when time gets longer, u find him more and more joker and easy to hang out with...Whenever i feeling emo, he will ask me go out without knowing i am emo or nt..haha...When go out with him, i want to emo but failed! Because he will say some crap stuff and make me laugh de =.=!

Kenneth - WORLD BIGGEST JOKER!...He like to act cute! opps i say out his secret...haha XD..He is a nice person too, but he is another person i wan to whack too...Whenever something happened to him, he will nvr ever let ppl know de lor, always keep to himself...Haiz...Overall is he is a nice friends to hang ard with....He used to be my ear, always hear all my story and sorrow in sec life but now he is busy with his poly stuff so i dun find him anymore to talk abt my matter....

Zolene - She is my lao ma zi...haha XD....She is a nice, quiet joker octopus...hehe XD..She likes, korean, taiwan guys...haha...Her favourite band or group singer gt lots and lots...For taiwan, she gt Bang Bang Tang, Lollipop...Korean is G-dragon, DBSK and some others which i can't rmb..haha XD...She sometime very qian bian...because talk to her, nvr pei attention de lor..If ask her give comment or what, she like hmmm, IDK....-.-!..She cannot be the person who u can talk to sia...she seldom will listen unless you and her mind are one the same channel~~haha XD

Sok Zhen - She is a best artist in my class...Haha XD, her art work being display in library before de leh...wahahaha...She is a nice person to talk to because she will give some comment and tell u what to do base on her experience if she encounter before...haha XD..Just tat she will something randomly ask ppl go out if nt lan...haha XD

Benjamin - He is a big brother bear..haha..His body can be cushion sia, more comfort then my body...hehe i bet anyone lie on him, sure fall asleep easily de...hehe..He sometime damn talk crap sia but mostly of what he say is true of what is going on...haha...He might look nerd at times but if he wan serious, he can be very very serious, once he get offended in serious mode, YOU ARE DEAD! haha XD....

Liwoon - DAMN IRRITATING PERSON/ CAT! haha XD if u are a guy! You dead man, he like to irritated guys especially me,ken,roy!....She is nt bad la BUT very 泼辣....haha XD...she best in is her fingers nail! As long as flag pole sia...touch u, u bleed le..hehe haha XD

Boon Wee - I put him at last is because he is a PERVERT!!! haha XD no la, just tat his mind is more polluted then the rest of us only, nth much, only like to say ppl have tiny rasin while he have huge rocket...hehe only me,roy,ken and him know...the rest still young, duno,,haha XD He is also irritating joker, he get mad easily one...haha XD..But i think he went ITE is better at least, he pay more attention to lesson and nvr sleep in class...haha...I still rmb last time, me,him,eunice always sleep in class de..haha XD damn funny sia, kana caught...hehe XD..

Still gt some more like aminah, jenny,calvin and some others, i just too lazy to name them..hehe...

Poly friends -

Kit min (pro in shading) -she is a nice,cheerful person, who nvr fail to bring smile to ppl...She always smile, laugh tend to be emo at times..haha...Haiz~ she name me, bernard, melvin as her hamster, always pat on our head, haha...She is the first one to do tat on me sia..haha XD, hang out with her also can be a fun things..hehe XD

Bernard (Pro in sketching) - Haiz, say until this person, i feel like dying sia...Nw everyone is my class say tat he is my gay partner!!!! I duno what have i done to deserve tat sia...But nvm la, used to it le..haha XD..He something very yellow minded, tat why i name him as banana...haha XD...Banana is yellow and it suit him in term of name and colour..haha XD, he is another joker tat i cannot outwit him in term of talking...He and kit add together = motto mouth! haha XD

Melvin (Pro in drawing lines) - He is a nice person, haha...He is those kind of ppl tta treat ppl nice, dun really expect a repay kindness type...haha for me i think is like that but i nt sure abt other..hehe because whenever i need ppl to accompany do something, he will always be there for me unless he is rushing work...haha XD..Overall, he is a nice person in the class of DA 04!

Zijing (Pro in concerning ppl) - She have the mother look sia regardless how she treat ppl or how she show concern to others, she gives us a motherly feeling...haha..If u with her and u kana bully, dun worry, she sure help u deal with the person...haha sound like some kind of big boss...hehe XD..She is a hard-working person other than bernard and melvin...That why whether i feeling low, she can be also another person to find and talk to..Btw she is also from amkss de..hehe XD

Jessica (Pro in perspective) - Wah! say until this person i must be prepare to die first..haha XD, she is our ancestor sia, we called her AH MA!..haha opps, she better dun come my blog and see, if nt i sch reopen i dead!..haha XD...She is very encouraging...I still rmb, when i feeling low, she will ask me what happened and comfort me...hehe.,.That seldom happen to me whenever i met new friends, she the first one sia..haha..I still rmb whn i just know kenneth, roy they all, dun seem that they treat me like how ah ma treat me...hehe...She willing to share her exprience with us and teach us on those things we duno...haha XD

Ryan (Pro in everything) - WOW! He is our god from DA 04!!! haha...He is a person where know whn serious and whn to joke ard...His art work is the best among all my sec friend, i think..haha...Hmm, actually i dun really know how to say abt this guy sia, i know, whn i saw him during orientation, he look very quiet and have a bit of retard face..hehe no offend, but whn he finish drawing u will like, Wah, omg, so nice...haha...He art work cannot be compare with others sia..haha, overall he is a quiet person but he start talking, u either laugh or cried! hahaXD if u wan to know why, go find out yourself..haha XD

Tammy (Pro in drawing) - hehe...Tammy, she is a very very shy person...Whn i first saw her, she give me a feeling of she is a daring person but as time goes past, u will find out actually she is a shy person, haha, seldom talk unless u talk to her...she is another pro artist...haha, hmm another i also duno how to say abt her..haha XD

I'm done! Bye guys..



Saturday, June 06, 2009,Saturday, June 06, 2009
hello

Hello, everyone, finally gt the time to blog...haha XD...Time flies really very fast...A blink of eyes, sch start for 7 weeks already...haha ENDURE one more week and here comes my holidays...haha XD...Today morning just went to pray my mum..Today is here death anniversary...It been three years sicne she left us..Haiz, how i wish i can dream of her again...So far i only dream of her only two times...haha XD, sad rite? haha.. Something when i go to friends's house, I see how they and their mum get together i damn envy them because i even have the chance anymore...haha, if can i rather turn back the time and treasure what i have...haha..enough talking..haha XD... Hmm, sch has being fine so far, haha i love all my classmate, they are so awesome~~ haha, even we everyday chiong work but we also had a fun of fun but crack jokes out of our own work,things or even ppl!!! haha..What make me think they are the best is that they bring back my long last laughter and smile...They can understand the stress tat animation student had and whenever i need help with my work, they are there for me and when i abt to give up on something, they lend me a helping hands...haha they are just tat awesome that make me wan to hang ard with them..hehe...


Thursday, May 21, 2009,Thursday, May 21, 2009

*Splash Splash*...Washing my blog!!! LMAO! So sry, long time nvr blog le..Lots of assignment have to be done....Now at sch lab doing work while blogging..Hahah rendering video damn long so use the chance to blog abit...hehe!!!

We have to edit the movie trailer, we are given 'finding nemo','nacho libre','fantastic 4' and 'kungfu panda'...We have to cut short the trailer by one minute!!!! LMAO! haha thn bernard was talking that he was the bird, melvin is the viper fish, ryan is the pigeon while i am the shark!!! haha XD...Ok i got to continue and do my work le, anymore whn i go home thn blog ba...HEHE!!!!


Saturday, May 02, 2009,Saturday, May 02, 2009
bye!

From now on, NO MORE PPF! THAT IT FOR NOW! BYE!


,Saturday, May 02, 2009
TIRED!

Haiz, finally gt the time to update my cool and nice blog le...haha XD..Ever since sch start till now i know can rest for two days! Damn busy sia, have endless assignment!!!! I failed my first assignment, lucky tat one nt counted! haha XD..Hmm today nt talking abt that but other stuff!!!

Hmm after reading calvin send me the mail, i realise that what he say is true! Friends are everywhere just tat is whether u willing to find or nt...haha XD, whn i sleep i give it a thought, hmm actually for the past two years, i dun really smile or laugh heartedly much often because of some bunch of ppl...haha XD...Dun worry, i decide to give up on them and find my old self and have a brand new relationship..haha XD Currently I'm very happy with my classmate...They are cool, nice and most importantly is they are funny ppl!!!!! haha...Hang ard with them, i can always be my old self..That is the most important!!!! Because they understand the stress that i undergoes and willingly to help me whenever i need their help...To me that is the most important..Because whenever sch start till i hang ard with my classmate, no one understand me, the stress i undergoes and the feeling that i had whn i failed my assignment which i spent sleepless nite just to complete it...

Whn i failed, no one comfort me except classmates and family members....How abt the rest? Nth at all! To them is common that i failed because they think i nvr ever will spend the time to do something...But they are wrong, ever since i step into poly life, i told myself that i want to change, dun wan to be my old self, so lazy in studies because i didn't do well in O lvl so i dun wan history to repeat again! Only my family members believe in me, they even see the hardwork i putting in! How abt the rest? All they think my course is a slacker course, and i definitely do nt have the patience to do work de...Let me tell u guys!

FROM NOW ON, I AM NOT THE OLD MING GUAN! I CAN BE A JOKER AND TIMES BUT WHN COMES TO SERIOUS STUFF LIKE STUDEIS! NO MORE JOKERS! YOU U DUN BELIEVE, SO BE IT!



Monday, April 13, 2009,Monday, April 13, 2009
FOR YOU

This post is for my Eunice only! Plz read the story below :

Friends and Friendship- Who is friends, What is friendship

A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.

You can always tell a real friend: when you’ve made a fool of yourself, he doesn’t feel you’ve done a permanent job.

Who is friends and what is meaning of friends

A lot of people go through life with only a few friends. It seems that some have less than that. They have no one on whom they can call in good times or bad. There is no one with whom to bounce ideas around, or to talk about deep and troubling subjects. They have no one to call in times of need or difficulty. They are at the mercy of life, standing alone.

Others seem to have a multiple number of friends like google's PageRank which increases in cumulative. Wherever they go, people know them, and like to be around them. when a trouble strike, their biggest hesitation might be over which friend to call. They know exactly the person with whom to discuss the topics of inquiry and debate. Life is full of entertaining and invigorating relationships because it is full of friends. These friends will be like a Degree course in friendship.. When we study them we get lot of knowledge about friendship. They have a lot of ideas flowing and they discuss any topic which is hard to discuss.

Of course, some people are perfectly happy to operate with fewer friends. They might rather have a few deep and loyal friends, than many superficial ones. Others thrive best when friends are everywhere and numerous. It is not so much the number of friends that is important as is the possession of friends, period. Loyal and deep friendship is good. It doesn't care about the numbers, Even if you have one loyal trustable friend. it is better than to have hundreds of untrustable, superficial friends. With the trusted friends we can discuss our problem areas and get ideas for solving them also. These friends share their time with us to solve problems. But when you have lots of friends who are not loyal or trustable it is the case of the person who is not having any friends. Even after having hundreds of friends our mind can't able to find real, trustable friends.

Friendship is a blessing...

Friendship is a blessing, and a friend is the channel through whom great emotional, spiritual, and sometimes even physical blessings flow. Friends will cheer us when we’re sorrowful or depressed. Friends will challenge us to attain our orginal limits with encouragement when we allow ourselves not to go beyond our reasonable boundaries. Friends will motivate us when we’re ready to give in, and they can provide for us when life falls apart. Friends are there when all is well, and we want someone with whom to share life’s pleasant and memorable moments. We often just want them around, to have a good time, to laugh, to act silly, to enjoy some mutually liked activity. In how many ways have friends enriched our lives and made us feel loved, accepted, respected and cared for? Probably, too many to list, and the list grows daily.

When you act silly with friends around they also comes and join you and get the enjoyment that you are getting. In the dictionary of friendship there is no word named sorrow. Friends will enter into that word and friends break the word into peices. They motivate us to attain our goal. They will stand by our side when you need a support. you will tell about a girl/guy whom you love and will ask for help for the love. You can't tell the same to parents or any other before the love starts. In our life deciding factor also there is a friend and his/her friendship is helping you. When you get problem in that love all others will run from u but not your bet friend. They help us by challenging( a challenge which motivates us) and also motivates us for reaching our aim.

When you are in college or studies you ask doubts in the subjects not to the professor but to a friend. Friends never says no to anything. They will try to help us and try to solve the doubts. When you play a friend is the first person to cheer you when you do a record. Friends will be the first to treat us without any jealous mind. friends consider the record of yours as theirs and they feel happy by telling about the record to others. In life we share most of the time with friends. We can't share some topics with our parents but we can share any topic, with friends. friends research that topic as a judge and tell us the good's and bad's

Friendship is everlasting...

Friendship is only everlasting feature in this world. There may be biggest miracle which can change the entire world but even in that miracle also friendship will come out from its sleep. Friendship is like a banyan tree. Banyan tree seed is very small, but when it comes out of earth nothing can stop its growth. The same applies to friendship also. Friendship will reside in our heart like the banyan tree seed. When it finds the correct soil in another heart it starts its growth. at one stage when you get more friendly with that person it will become tree after that nothing in this world can stop it. Friends will try to find new ways to make you not to fall. Friends may not save but they never let you go to deep. Friends find innovative ways to stop you from falling and try to get some more help to lift you.

Friendship is courage...

Friends, They are the only source of our brave hearts. When we don't have any friends we won't come out when there is a trouble. But when we have friends with us, We never sit inside during a friend is in problem. We may not be brave but friendship gives courage to our mind and body. Friends will save us from any situations. Friends will help us to escape from big troubles. Friends will come front to solve the problems. Friendship never knows to runaway during problems. A good friend stays when there is problem and goes after the problem solves.

We can tell a lot about friendship and friends. You may have a lot of friends but try to get a friend who is loyal, trustable to us and be like that to your friend also. That is the only meaning of friendship. "BE LOYAL AND TRUSTABLE". I would like to have some comments for these topics. Comment me with your ideas and thoughts

Just came back from her house...haha XD...Hey let me warn u first! You better dun anyhow think in the future, if nt hehe~~~*Evil laugh*..Haiz, she make me worry but in the things turn out fine..Next time anything feel free to call me de! Plz dun hasitate! If nt u only making me worried but those who care for u too...Plz rmb this, you are nt along in this world! You still gt FRIENDS n FAMILY to rely on! If u think u are causing trouble for friends, let me tell u! You are so damn wrong! Friends are ppl whn u need them, they will say by your side! This called TRUE FRIENDS!

Dun care what others say, as long as u bear this in mind! *You are the best, why shl u care abt wat others say! If anyone dare to say me, i shall give them one tight slap and shut their mouth up*

Hope this two example will help u to have a better understanding :

Eirinta bte Mat Nawi :
Upon completing her GCE ‘O’ Levels, Eirinta bte Mat Nawi came to ITE and enrolled in the Certificate in Office Skills (now known as Nitec) course at ITE West (Clementi) campus in 1999. Not one to give up easily in her academic pursuits, this 20-year old feisty girl re-took her ‘O’ Levels at the same time, and was then offered an engineering course at NgeeAnn Polytechnic. However, Eirinta declined the offer and went on to take up the Higher Nitec in Accounting course.

All her friends were shocked at her decision and even chided her for letting the opportunity go to waste. “I knew what my goals were, and did not wish to quit my course halfway, just to be able to study in a polytechnic. Moreover, I have no interest in the engineering field,” defended Eirinta.


A Wise Move Indeed Eirinta’s good grades proved that she had made the right decision after all. She not only received the Certificate of Merit (COM) in 2000 and 2001, she also obtained a Course Medal for being the top student in her course, with a maximum Grade Point Average of 4. Based on such excellent results, Eirinta had no problems qualifying for a Diploma in Accountancy course at NgeeAnn Polytechnic, with direct entry to the second year. She was also the proud winner of Lee Kuan Yew Scholarship to Encourage Upgrading (LKY-STEP) Award.

Charles Leong Weng Hong:
Achieving Academic Excellence Another proud recipient who has proven his worth through his persistence in his upgrading journey is 18-year old Charles Leong Weng Hong, a first-year Diploma in Electronic, Computer and Telecommunication Engineering student at NgeeAnn Polytechnic. “Obtaining the LKY-STEP award will further increase the competitive spirit within me, and motivate me to perform even better in my studies,” related Charles.

The progression route has not been easy for the former GCE ‘N’ student. When he first came to ITE West (Balestier) in 2000, Charles was just an ‘average’ student. He never expected to achieve so much, in both his studies and Co-Curricular Activities (CCAs). All that soon changed, after much encouragement from his teachers. Said Charles: “They were very helpful and even stayed back after lessons to give me extra coaching. I was inspired by them, and so I strove to work harder, so as not to disappoint them.”

Charles’ hard work certainly paid off, for he graduated from his course with straight As. Besides the LKY-STEP Award, he also garnered a string of accolades, amongst them a COM and the LKY CCA Award. “I am proud to be awarded this scholarship because it is an excellent recognition of my efforts. Furthermore, this award will encourage more students to go for upgrading,” commented Charles.

At the Special Academic Awards Presentation Ceremony held on 22 August 2002 at ITE Headquarters, Eirinta, Charles and eight other outstanding ITE graduates received the prestigious LKY-STEP Awards from Dr Ng Eng Hen, Minister of State for Education and Manpower. The Award aims to encourage students to continue to upgrade themselves through lifelong learning.

*Yawn* I shall end my post here and go sleep le because later meeting roy and co to do shopping..Weeee


Tuesday, April 07, 2009,Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Long Sia...

Hey yo guys...I back...Muahahahaha XD *Evil smile*, so sry guys for nt blogging for so long, i know a lots of my blog fans missed me lor that why i decided to blog all at once go...Wahahahaha...

29/3:
I went to do volunteer work at Blue Bottle...At there i had so much fun which bring me to the back to oldies days at Kebun Baru Primary School..haha XD. At there i actually shl be helping with the 5 stones but i went to help out at the origami* opps i hope i spell correct*..Meet up with my aunt and some of my aunt friends at Khatib Mrt, 7.30...I reach there ard 7.32, i thought i late but in the end nt all arrived yet, PHEW!..haha XD. The event at abt 2pm and i thinking of going to IMM for the Fei Lun Hai Autograph Session but i damn tired so decided to go home and sleep, haha..

30/3:
Early in the morning go back AMKSS and collect my Testimonial with Roy..HAHA XD. After we collected le, on our way to MRT, we like to damn happy la, FINALLY AFTER 5 YEARS, we complete out SECONDARY SCH LIFE!!! haha XD..Thn accompany Roy to work as well as slack at his working place..We have our lunch there, after tat send him to work and i went to arcade and play awhile..Thinking of catching a movie but the BOON took so long to reach...4 plus called him come in the end he 6 plus reach, cool or nt?? Zzz..Thn slack till 8 thn quickly rushed home because i wan watch the 9pm show..haha XD

31/3 - 2/4:
Having orientation...First two days like a sian but the last day it was so fun la...The last day end ard 7 ba...The most funny thing is, the earlier we meet for the assemble, the later we release!!! Is like WTH!!! haha overall nt bad la...XD

3/4:
Oh ya, i meeting my mentor Sok Zhen..haha XD. I wan her to teach me on shading, and drawing...haha We meet at 1pm, roy also tag along..haha XD, went to sumo house and have our lunch, after tat went to national library for lesson..haha XD. After the lesson, i thn know tat ART has a lots of things to learn!!! haha XD, i learn alot of thing..hehe XD. After we walk to Strait Art Co. (Can't rmb the name le..haha) to buy blue pencils, buy finish, we walked to Suntec..Go there play arcade (I hate the arcade there la! No more DDR LE!),go see the cosplay thing...Cosplay outfit and all sort of stuff is so damn cool la!!! OMG! haha XD. Ard 8+, went to take 133 to amk with roy while sz took 70 home..haha XD

4/4:
Nth to blog abt this day la, i was working!! haha XD MONEY MONEY!!! I wan earn money!!! Yeah!

5/4:
Went to vivo and have lunch with my cousins,aunt and granny...We went to sushi tei and eat..OMG! I like the sushi!!! FABULOUS! haha XD. After eating, accompany keiko to buy handphone follow by a fashion show...I can't believe man, the shirt and dress are just freaky nice la!!! haha XD. Before the show start, granny went home first, while i went to see laptop...YEAH!.Finish watching, went to granny house and wait for keiko because keiko want to go and work so i accommpany her to take MRT lor..haha XD. On our way, we chit chat abt our secondary days life and upcoming POLY LIFE!!! hehe XD.She alight at somerset which is nearer to her working place while i alight at AMK! I called boon out to accompany go play arcade! The arcade like super crowded la, i can't even play DDR or Para para but drum mania instead...haiz..=(. Accompany boon to have his dinner and thn he send me to bus stop..YEAH!

6/4:
Meeting ken and co to raffles place and collect the stupid pass for True Fitness, duno which idiot put my name la!!! DAmn the person! I so sry for drag u guys down :(.After which, return to amk and buy YiLin birthday Present! haha XD HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN YI LIN!!!!...After buying, we went separate ways, zolz went home, the rest went to play lans while i went to take 88 to downtown east for yilin birthday celebration! Haha is so fun la, we play with the water bomb,cream and cake! haha XD...At there meet two new friends, Vincent and kevin..haha yilin corrected me, hehe XD. Ard 11+, me,eunice,roy,qiyu,jia xuan went to catch the last bus but is just too late :(! So no choice roy and jia xuan share cab while me,qiyu and eunice take 58..Qiyu alight at serangoon, while me and eunice alight at bishan thn we cross over and took cab home..I sent her home first before i went home...haha because i promise roy to send her home personally...haha yeah..

Tat all! For more interesting news, STAY TUNE! Muahahahahah XD


Monday, March 16, 2009,Monday, March 16, 2009

hello everyone, i now using a emo,unstable,mixed feeling to write this post de...Ever since o lvl, everything change in a blink of eyes! Ppl do say tat money does change ppl but for teenagers is holidays do change ppl..haha.

Ever since holidays start, friends are drifting me away except for 2 tat is stone(boon wee) and birdie(kenneth)..The rest is like 时冷时热, i dun like this feeling at all! If i will to choose, i wan to stay at the year of sec 3 to 5! Because tat is the moment i really enjoy myself,all my classmate,friends work together for N lvl and o lvl,go tuition togther and all the quarrel tat we have..Haha thought i know is hurt whn we quarrel but at least it help us to improve our friendship!..Now whn i emo,sad or even happy, no one is there for me to share my feeling to, the feeling is like i been throw into a dark room where no one is except me! I know ken and boon wee always make me laugh whn we three go out together but is like nt fair to u two because u two are always the one instead of other standing by my side to share my feelings to!

One more things is that i hate my family members except my grandma! I hate them to the extend tat i could rip them apart! Because they doesn't seem to care abt me! Whn i get into the course, they nvr even ask whether is this course tat i wan to get in to or ask me am i happy to get into this course or wat! All the do is to care abt my future jobs scope! I nt happy at all because in their eyes there no place where i can stand! For example this few days, they nvr ask whether have i prepare for the course or wat, they just can't stop nagging tat why at first why i get into this course where the future jobs is nt good! I mean like this is my choice wat, now due to my color deficiency design course can accept, i already very happy le, wat can i expect? All day long, they ask, why at the first place u dun wan go business sch or watever shit! I dun like business course, wat for i go and study? i must well study something which i liked it and have confidence in?

Whnever i go to my guardian's house, i have the urge to stay there forever because at there, i dun feel stress at all but fun and laughter! Even if i having stress, the kids over there also will make me laugh and tat goes all my stress..But whn i reach home is different! At home i can sense all the unlimited STRESS tat i handling with! At home, all my dad do is to ask me do house chores at others stuff! Why can't my sis do it leh? Thn my sis every time do a little bit only, complain to my dad tat she did alot of stuff! I just rest for one, two days also cannot meh? In the end, i have to do it by myself, is just so unfair and my dad is DAMN BIASED! Whn i sick, he didn't care abt me by asking how am i! Thn whn my sis fall sick, he will called her everyday just to ask, have to taken medicine or wat! Seldom i damn sad la, because whn i fall sick, my family members nvr show concern abt me but to scold me for nt taking good care of my ownself! ROAR!

Thn last week or so, justin talk to me again..haha XD. I told this to my sis and she ask me why dun wan ask him for reason why he did tat to me! But i told her, is no point lor because if i asked, it will only ruin our friendship again instead of getting the truth! haha, now he willing to talk to me and be my friend, i am glad already...haha XD. Sat went to collect my phone after the Amksian family day, hehe i went home and bath before going to J8 for phone collecting, i send my phone for service..Boon and ken pei me go collect my phone, haha thks for wat u two done, without u two big jokers, i think my smile and laughter will be gone..The two of them are a great friends to be with because they add up = CLOWN!haha XD we went out from 4+ to 9! In this 4hrs plus, i really enjoy myself because they bring back my laughter and smile! haha thks buddy :D


Friday, February 13, 2009,Friday, February 13, 2009
SAD!!!

*Sob Sob* NO mood to vacuum and mop my blog..hehehe..

This few days, i duno why like very sad and emo again leh, this two days at home, keep thinking abt the past, the more i think, the more useless i am...
1. I can't even keep my promise tat i made to my mum.
2. I can't even do well in my academic.
3. I can't even handed the burden tat i supposed to handed.
4. I can't even keep a good relationship within friends.
5. I can't even protect/help myself whn i face trouble.
6. I can't even control my temper this few days, keep venting anger on some other ppl
7. I get jealous easily over some small things
8. I can't even forget someone who i have to forget
9. I keep wasting money without further thinking!
10. Even comes to games, i am always a loser, no matter wat, i just can't win others
11. I being sick for the past 2weeks+ still cannot recover!
12. I also cannot completed a simple task whn assign to me!
13. I am also a burden of others!
14. I always bring trouble for ppl no matter where i go!
15. Why am i so stupid, whenever comes to problems, i just choose to run away instead of thinking how to solve the problems!
16. Why i just cannot gain ppl trust?
17. Why am i born with color blind!
18. Why i just can't enter the course i wan in poly?
19. Why i always so dumb, keep sacrificing myself and never think whether the person is using me or nt!
20. Why i just can't be a good brother?
21. Why i just find anything useful abt me?
22. Why am i a crybaby?
23. Why i just cannot control my emotion?
24. Why i can't be a good buddy of anyone?
25. Why am i so irritating,annoying?
26. What have i done to cause ppl dun like me?
27. What must i do so tat i can liked my ppl?
28. Why i can't be brave instead of coward?
29. Why i just can't be useful in one way?
30. Why am i every time so clumsy?

I really enough of this problems le...Still gt a lot more of problems tat i am facing now...I just dun understand human being! WAT IS THE USE OF THEM LIVING IN THIS WORLD! CAN'T THEY JUST SHOW CARE AND CONCERN TO SOME PPL INSTEAD OF CRITICIZE THEM AND MAKING FUN OF THEM?? IS IT SO FUN TO CRACK JOKES OUT OF THEM? WAT THE **** IS HAPPENED TO THESE PPL? THEY ARE SUCH A B****** AND B******!

How i wish i could just throw away all my burden, troubles away and leave this world and join my relatives! I had enough!


Saturday, February 07, 2009,Saturday, February 07, 2009

Blog blog blog blog...hmm after thinking, i duno wat to blog leh, dun feel like blogging abt last sat de because can't rmb some part of it le....haha Haiz..i see wat i can blog ba, thn later blog again..hehe meanwhile i lie on my bad thinking of my BRIGHT FUTURE!!! hehe...Cya everyone! Bye BYE


Friday, February 06, 2009,Friday, February 06, 2009

*sweep sweep here, sweep sweep there*....Oh ya, i was clearing the dust of my blog..haha is like super duper long nvr update my blog le...haiz..recently one thing make me damn damn sad is tat the POSTING RESULT!
I always wanted to go to life science course yet i didn't manage to get it..I can only get in animation in NYP!!! The reason is because i gt color blind, and because of this i have to give up my dreams of sitting in the lab playing with chemical! HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO USELESS!!!!!...
One more thing is tat i finally give up le, i dun have anymore time in pestering in a friendship tat is impossible le...My time is running out le...I have been sad,emo for the past freaking months!But after months of scolding and nagging by friends and classmates i finally willing to listen to them and give up le, i now slowly regain back my laughter and smile, i wan to be myself because i cannot afford to be sad in the remaining times...Another reason is because i dun wan everytime go out, my friends also follow me emo instead of smiling and force myself to smile whenever i go out because tat is not my true feeling!...So for the sake of my friends and myself, i wan smile and laught again!



Wednesday, January 07, 2009,Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Poem

Yo! I back...Muahahaha...Recently packing my room and also went out with friends and today went RP open house, we had so much fun la..Tmr going to Tp and maybe NYP, fri go to SP and NP!!! YEAH!!! Reach home watch 放羊的星星 again...Suddenly gt one episode a person create a jewellery for missing his mum a lot and behind of the jewellery got one poem which i think it also describe my feeling too..haha XD


消失在地平线



伸手抅不到的母亲



最后留下的痕迹



她的牵念,我的追悔



带着母亲过世的伤痛



鼓起勇气完成母亲未完成的心愿


Erm the last sentence is i add in de..Hehe i think this poem really express out the feeling of mine which doesn't really express out in front of ppl...=) ok i gtg le..Cya u guys next time ba..Bye and good nite =)


Friday, January 02, 2009,Friday, January 02, 2009
YEAH YEAH!!! My 17th birthday!

Today morning went home and sleep at 9+, reach home at 10.20 thn sleep...IDIOT ROY!, he like crazy lor, no need sleep de..at 7am, me and ken wan to sleep le, he still dun let us sleep...thn we out of the sudden laugh till 7.30 finally can rest till 9.30 thn ken start to ask me go home..Tat whn we can leave roy the devil house...haha thn went home sleep till boon call which is 2+ le..I was like LOL, I'm late le..haha nvm la, i today birthday so nvm de mah..haha XD..Thn faster get ready and went to meet them at hub...I can conclude tat ken,boon and zolz r really good ACTORS!!!!..They bring me to market and eat first thn i was like uh!, boon told me tat they will eat somewhere but how come is market leh! thn in the end is eat at suki sushi!..haha We eat alot of things which cost only $60+!!!!..haha

Thn went to arcade and at the same time wait for sz and ben...Around 15 min, they came and slack awhile before going to zolz's house..At zolz house, me and sz went basement while the three sneaker went up to do some weird stuff...Mins later, kenneth bring down PANDAN cake, i was like nvm better thn no cake to eat during my birthday! thn out of the sudden, someone sing birthday song and holding a cake and walk down the stair, i was like idiot, fool by them again! haha btw i was really very touched by wat they did, thk zolene,boon wee, kenneth,roy and sok zhen...I think without them, another year of birthday will be spending alone again!

THK YOU MY FRIENDS!



Tuesday, December 30, 2008,Tuesday, December 30, 2008
EMO~~~~

Haiz, so long nvr blog le..Haha u know why??? Because i am LAZY~~~~ Now not at home blogging, haha now at my nanny's house...hehe..This few days i being feeling very sad and emo ever since christmas...Quite a lot of thing happen to me..Haha i everytime think back, my eyes like water tap, water will automatic come out....ARGH!!!..I have this feeling that every single friends i have start to find me annoying,irritating,bothersome and a lot of things...Only my favourite classmate and those who know me for at least 2 yrs de, they will think so ba..haha...I recently found out something is tat now my laughter is not from the bottom of my heart but faked out de....I also duno why, i being trying to find out why am i acting in this way...I think the answer is because of friends??? I think i being neglected by them and caused them to think another of me...Because they ignored my message, whn i talk to them, they nvr reply me? Haha, I just dun like ppl to ignored my message or LIE to me...Because this show tat they dun show me any respect at ALL!!!! ARGH!!!! duno tmr thn continue...haha NOW one of my birthday wish is that He will still treat me as friends and send me a birthday message...Tat will be enough!


Sunday, December 07, 2008,Sunday, December 07, 2008
Duno wat to do...

Hmm..quite some time nvr blog le...I think ever since prom nite ba..haha..Nvm la..Also no one come my blog de...=)

Thurs: Went to watch movie with tong leng n patty jie jie in the morning at bishan..We watch bolt..The bolt nt bad, quite funny..Thn after tat went to have lunch at amk market near the raiders...Thn we having lunch till 2+..We went to see show flat in BK..But no matter how we search, we still cannot find the show flat..Thn we went to eunos east to see jie jie's the wedding gown..The gown was nice, hehe i shall post the pic in 1/5/09..Around 5, we left, only jie jie n her mum is still there trying to fix the gown..Meanwhile me n tong leng went to fetch his mum...After fetching, tong leng drop me at YCK MRT thn i went to ah may's house at yishun..Thn i stay over there for one nite..I had lots of fun over there n gt supper..hehe XD..During midnite, me, mei mei and ah di went to watch tv..The most funny thing is i suggest watching tv de but as i watch halfway i fell asleep..LOL!!! Thn watch until 1.30 ah di ask me go n sleep n the two of them also follow me go up n sleep..Ah di sleep on the floor, while me n mei mei sleep on the bed..During midnite, i having some nitemare n woke up, i saw mei mei shivering so i offer my blanket to her and continue to sleep...
Fri: We wake up at 9+ ba..Thn eat breakfast n rest awhile before going to Wild Wild Wet..Lexi also going with us =)..We reach there around 11 ba..Me, ah leng, n lexi take cab while ah may drive car...We really had a lots of fun playing..We only nvr play two big slide n the cycle one..The rest we played..Haha..Fun man..Thn after tat went to mac to eat thn went back to ah may's house...I stay there till 8.30 thn follow ah mey,lexi n ah leng to popular n buy books for baby n mei mei..After buying, i say bye bye to them n went off while they continue to shop...Reach home ard 9.40..Thn use com n slack till 5+ thn sleep...haha ok tat it for today..Bye bye


Tuesday, November 25, 2008,Tuesday, November 25, 2008
i hate shangrila hotel!!!

Mon is the first day of my work!!! This is the worst day ever!!! we start at shanrila hotel? at 5.30 but have to report at 5...so me n boon reach at 4.15...Thn we go get voucher for the day thn gwt uniform n we go to the staff cafe for dinner...After eating,we walk around..Thn at 5.30, the clerk manager came to ask n asked we still around...because we suppose to report outside the island ballroom foyer but we new so we duno...Thn we follow them to the foyer...Thn me n boon separate into two different groups...I went for the chinese wedding while boon go for the indian one...After tat we proceed into the ballroom for the rehearse thn suddenly the manager ask me go out do the serving of drink...thn serve until my hand wan to break liao....Thn gt one guest bump into me n my glasses fall on the floor, the manager scold me for bumping into the guest...Thn i was like WTH!!! thn nvm i go to the ballroom n help...Thn the IC ask me do the serving of the drinks thn i go around n serve the guest drinks...thn i was like ok lor, i go serve...Thn i serve until 9+, the IC scold me tat i whole days keep serving the drinks n nt food..Thn i say ok lor, i serve the food thn...I serve halfway the CI say let him do the serving..Thn i scold him in my heart tat idiot, u awhile wan me to do the serving of food thn wan me to stop serving, wat u wan me to do??? The rest i do nt wan to elaborate le but it too much things to say le...Anw i work until this thurs n tat it!!!! BB! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!


Thursday, November 20, 2008,Thursday, November 20, 2008

Long time nvr nvr blog lor...haiz...All because of one word "LAZY"!!!!!..haha yesterday we had our prom nite at Conrad Hotel....It was fun...haha..erm i think i will continue other time ba because nw is getting late le some more i have to wake up early tmr...haha XD. Oh ya if u all wan to see pictures, plz go to this link..

Part 1: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=41659&l=621dc&id=736244184

Part2: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=41725&l=b1bc0&id=736244184


Thursday, November 06, 2008,Thursday, November 06, 2008
ARGH!!!!!!!

I JUST DUNO WTF IS HAPPENING TO ME N ALL THE PPL AROUND ME....DAMN U ALL, YESTERDAY I DAMN PISSED OFF WITH ONE OF MY FRIEND ATTITUDE, DUNO LA...I ALSO DUNO WHY NOWADAYS I JUST REN THEIR ATTITUDE ANYMORE AND I ALSO SEEM TO TAKE JOKES VERY SERIOUSLY NOWADAYS....ARGH...THN TODAY AFTER ANOTHER FRIEND SMS ME TO TELL ME ABT TML STUFF THN I ASKED HIM TO GO..HE INSISTE TAT HE DUN WAN TO GO, THN I START TO JOKE WITH HIM, HE GT SO SERIOUS IN THE END WE QUARREL...IS LIKE WTH LA...PLZ LOR, U CAN JOKE WITH ME SOMETIME IN A 'SERIOUS TONE' WHY CAN'T I DO THE SAME TO YOU?? PLZ LA, THIS FEW DAYS JUST DUNO WAT HAPPEN TO U LOR, I EVERYTIME TALK TO YOU IN THE END,WE ALWAYS QURREL...WTH!!! PLZ LA, I JUST DUNO WAT HAPPEN TO EVERYONE OF US INCLUDING ME, OUR ATTITUDE IS LIKE 180 DEGREE CHANGE??...i JUST HOPE TAT EVERYTHING REMIND THE SAME AS LIKE TIME, CAN??

i AM REALLY REALLY VERY TIRED OF ALL THE F-ING NONSENSE...ENOUGH IS ENOUGH...LAST BUT NOT LEAST, I JUST WAN TO APOLOGISE FOR MY ATTITUDE JUST NOW, U EITHER TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT, I NOW DUN EVEN GIVE IT A CARE....I JUST HOPE, I COULD DIE NOW!!! THN I WILL NOT QUARREL WITH ALL MY FRIENDS OR EVEN SHOW MY F-ING ATTITUDE TO THEM OR NO EVEN HAVE THE NEED TO ENDURE THIER ATTITUDE...BECAUSE I REALLY REALLY VERY TIRED...ARGH, I WAN THIS WORLD TO DISAPPEARED FOREVER EVER!!!!!!


Tuesday, October 14, 2008,Tuesday, October 14, 2008
5B live inside my heart forever...

Haiz, so long nvr update blog le...Now going to talk abt the farewell assembly..
5 years gone so fast, last fri attend the last assembly in the school, i damn sad la...While i watch the video tat students,teachers and the FAC members create the video...While i watching, i keep cry, because i couldn't bear to leave the sch, my class 5B and my fellow classmates...
5B have gone through so many obstacles since sec 3, we have being naughty for the past 3 years, now is the time to say bye bye, i really couldn't do it...We being a class where many teachers hate to come till now every single teachers like to come in our class...Throughout the 3 years, class 3B to class 5B have really change alots from a childish,naughty n immature class to a obedience, mature class...The moment i think back the past 3 yrs of wat we have been through, my tears keep on rolling down from my eyes...I just can't stop thinking...I will love my class, 5B...It is the best class that i ever met..Our class spirit is the strongest among sec 5 classes, and no matter wat happened, 5B always come together and help each whenever one of us were in trouble...Everyone of us in 5B nvr gave up on anyone in the class, thought we everytime say "aiya he/she fail fail lor" but in the end, we still stretch out our helping hands and help them...Because " One For All, All For One"...

How i wish time could stop in year 2008, after attending the farewell assembly, i really have the urge to stop the time because no matter wat, we have been together for 3 years also gt feeling, how can we say let go thn let go?..Our form teachers, Mrs Chung and Mr Liu feel proud of us, they are the one who see us grow from a childish, immature kid to a mature, well-manner kid..They also the one who witness how our class spirit get stronger day by day...Nothing can replace Class 5B in my heart...In my heart only contain class 5B and my beloved person..hehe..Picture for tat days, will be upload in the next few days because is like 190+ picutres??


Saturday, September 13, 2008,Saturday, September 13, 2008
Class video

Here is the my class video tat I n some of my classmate did it.We do it after much effort...haha enjoy -




Tuesday, September 09, 2008,Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Weeee~~~

OMg..I today at 12am, i watch the old movie called : "A Cinderella Story"...The show is freaking nice n romantic la...The Guy is like so shuai n the gal is like so pretty...Hahah I like the guy man, cool, handsome n MAN~~~Haha...The pic of the guy..

Come

Shhh...

Shuai~~~

Breeze

Photobucket

Argh..Stupid bird..I yesterday upload these photos till 4+ i where gt time to upload Hilary Duff pic?? Nvm tonight thn i upload if not he will going to call me a GAY!!!!WTH.. >.< Here the Hilary Duff pic:
=)

halo

wat u looking at?

Hey

cool

Here the couple pic:
o.O

smile



Wednesday, September 03, 2008,Wednesday, September 03, 2008
心已经死了...

Mon:
Went to kbox with kenneth,zolz,yong jian,jia qing and cf...Meet at 10.45 at amk hub alighting point...Haiz thn zolz late...Thn when we walked to kobx, i suddenly feel very emo..But i am very disappointed by one person, i being waiting for the reply since yesterday nite till this morning, he still nvr reply me...Haiz nvm ba, like wat i say i already give up le.. 我已经心灰意冷了..No point in waiting for his stupid reply..Thn we sing till 2, after tat went to talk around till 3.30..I went home while the rest went to zolz house n played mahjong..Reach home, wanted to study but no mood leh thn no choice but to use com lor...Use till 7+, went down for dinner n pei grandma chat till 8.30 come watch video till 2 am before i sleep...
Tues:
Wake up at 10,went to bath n get ready because i meeting aminah n jenny at amk hub alighting point at 10.30..Went to zolz house to do the farewell assembly class video...Reach there around 11.30, soon we had our lunch at her house, aminah cannot it..After eating continue to do while jenny fall asleep at zolz room..Haha she sleep like a pig sia XD...Do until 1+, kenneth n roy came...At 3, we finally finalize the song n everything before we went to basement..Jenny,aminah n roy went to sing song while me,ken n zolz played mahjong..LOL! haha XD but fun...Thn 3.30 went to join them, is so funny la..Aminah was so hyper active when she sing her favorite song..At slack until 5+ before we left the house..I n jenny took 76 home while aminah still waiting for bus...By the time i reach home, the sky is like damn dark n it still raining cats n dogs...Went home rest awhile before i went for tuition at 7.30...The lesson was okok, we keep creak lots of joke because Ms poh say she very tired thn keep making her laugh..Damn funny lor...But after the tuition, i emo again because whenever i am alone, i keep thinking abt all the unhappy things tat happened this few days...I wan to call or sms ppl hu i wan to talk to but all busy...Thn at this point of time, it remind me of tat person hu i feel very disappointed in because i sms him, no reply, msn chat DAO me...WTH! It add to my emo-ness....Thn reach home, played online games, watch video till 3 before i sleep..
Wed:
Today the whole day so sian lor....NTH to do..Duno wat to blog..Aiya hack care la..I dun wan to blog abt today le...Bb everyone, all the best for your studies XD.Anyway from now onwards i dun like to make friends anymore because i am such a nuisance in everyone eyes so wat for i making new friends, all the new friends tat i had, now all left me le so wat for i having more new friends, i must well stick with my friends tat i known at least 2 years? At least they know wat type of friend i am...


Sunday, August 31, 2008,Sunday, August 31, 2008
Haiz...i duno wat can i do

ARgh..I gt three things in mind which i duno wat can i do..Can anyone teach me??

First - I have this 17 yrs friend which i often talk to...Thn one day, i see his msn nick is damn sad which nvr ever happened before de...So i called him n sad him wat happened...I have nt even finish wat i wan to say..He just asked me shut up..Thn i say dun like this la..We been friend for 17 years le thn now see u so unhappy n i try to ask wat happen, see i can help or not..Thn he started shouted at me with all the vulgar..Thn i was getting pissed off, i scold back lor...Thn in the end, he say something which make me damn sad...The thing tat he say is:" i think 17 years of friendship is really too long le, is time we ended this relationship..." Whn i heard this sentence, my heart is like from 100 floor dropped all the way to 1 floor...Because i hardly can have this kind of friend yet suddenly he just say one sentence n tat goes our friendship...This week is the third week, i have nt been talking to him....I trying to say sry to him but in my heart i keep thinking tat this also nt my fault, also nt i started to quarral with him de, he the one hu started it so he shl be the one say sry to me wat...Whn i thinking of this, my tears fall because i can't believe tat our 17 years of relationship can withstand this small quarral...


Second - Also abt friend...I have this friend hu i regard as my close friend though we only know each other recently...haha actually both of us came from the same primary sch...Yeah!...Thn whenever i unhappy, he will lent me his ear n i will tell him story..He nvr think is annoying n still comfort me..Thn i feel happy because he know how to cheer ppl up.But recently i think is because of exam ba..Sms him, nvr reply..Online talk to him, nvr reply, the most funny thing is he nvr reply still nvm but awhile later he went offline without say anything...Win le lor..haiz..duno wat to do leh..I think he start find me very annoying le ba tat y he tryign to avoid me..But during tuition i also trying to avoid him but cannot, still have to see him...Thn today during lesson, i pretend he nt in the class because i personally think tat he also find me annoying tat y dun wan talk to me n wan to avoid me so i will do the same in order nt to make things difficult for him n me...If can i really wan u to be my close friend because i really can't afford to lose anything close friend anymore..I cannot take the pressure anymore!!!I really very tired for waiting friends to reply n as well as being dao by friend...I ALWAYS PUT FRIENDS AS MY FIRST PRIORITY!!!


Third - I like a person...The person is so cute lor...The way the person smile in a silly way..haha so nice..But I think is because of exam thn the person also hardly talk to me le..Online talk dun wan reply..Because the person only can online on during weekend...Haiz..see the person during tuition, the more i see the person the more i feeling sad sia...haha..Hopefully after O can talk to the person again...

Anyone can help me solve this two problems??Ignored the last one..Last one i can settle myself..Everytime come to fri - sun, I will feel emo because it make me remind of the unhappy things.. ='(


Tuesday, August 05, 2008,Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Wat r friends?

Arhh...I duno should hate u guys or not...Let name Guy A,B,C,G n Gal D,E,F...Here goes the story:
Guy A,B,G n F, i knew them for 5 years, Guy C n Gal D,E, i knew them for 3 yrs....

Guy A, I sometime really duno am i a friend of him or not..the way he treat me n the way he treat others is so diff la..He something no one to talk to, he will call me even though it is midnite..Thn the next day, go sch, i wan to talk to him, thn the attitude he show me is not like friends lor, is more like a enemy..Because he can treat others very nice but to me is like SHIT!..I really duno am i still a friend of him or nt, whn he need me, he called me thn whn he dun wan me, he cast me away..Is this wat friend for?

Guy B: Haiz, duno wat he wan lor..Whn u see him, he look very cheerful n no worries de..But whn u nt with him, he can have millions of trouble or things tat will make him sad..Thn whn i trying to cheer him up, he keep saying tat wat he say is true n blah blah...But to u know something? U r one of my close friends but i seldom see because as long as he/she is your friend n whn they r feeling down, u will try lots of matter just to do cheer them up but whn comes to u, ppl cheer u up, you keep saying all those discourage words abt yourself...Am i not your friend? Why u having trouble, why u can't u just come n find me n talk?..Sometime i really thinking am i your friend or not, y whn something happened to u, i always the last one to know..Haiz..

Guy C: U arh..Haiz, duno wat to say..Sometime ask u study with some of us, u dun wan..This year 'O' lvl le leh, can't u be a bit serious? Ok la, i know now u abit serious but whn u gt anything u duno, u also can try to ask me mah, nt as if i will ask u go away? Unless u pissed me off lor..Thn sometime ppl play with u, u take it seriously thn whn u play with ppl, ppl treat it seriously, u dun like..Thn wat u wan ppl to do? Sometime, i know u maybe facing some difficulties but u must always remember, u have bunch of close friends beside u hu u can asked..Ask u open your mouth as if will ripe off your bone like this...Thn sometime ppl called your nickname, u dun like it but whn u called ppl nickname, u gt think whether the person like it or not?Thn whn the person get pissed off, u think sry will ok le meh?The person will get pissed off is because, u as his/her close friend, all the more, u shl not say all those things to him/her but u just say it, tat y ppl will get pissed off..

Gal D: U used to be very cheerful de, i still remember last time whn we go out together, u will always bring laughter for us n let us have a happy n joyful day..But duno y, to me u suddenly become nt as cheerful as last time, get emo n pissed off easily, like to say 'eff-off'..Last time, u dun say all those stuff, wat has happen to u? I know i am already nt your friend already but no matter wat, u r always my close n happy friend tat i had in my secondary sch life...Do u still remember wat u told me? I own u life time friendship...Last time, whn we will in sec 3/4, u used to called me in the night n tell me all your troubles or even asked me for help..I really missed those days whereby u every nite called or i called u thn we chit-chat for 1hr plus...Haiz, i will wan the old self of you...I hope, i can still be one of your close friend again..Maybe is because of 'O' lvl tat y, we nt tat close as last time but if can, after 'O' lvl, can we still like last time like this? Go out together n chit-chat together?

Gal E: Hey! u hor, haiz..The person hu i like to talk to nowadays...haha..Erm, to me, over the past few year, u have grow mature alots, but as u grow mature, i can see the changes in you too...I still remember whn we will in sec 3, I always go to your house n play audition, cook noodles..Thn every sat or sun, we always go out together n go arcade play together..Haha those times, is really very fun, we have so many laughter with tat group of ppl...I know i sometime will quarrel with u, i am really sry abt it, because i having too much stress, i duno how to de-stress thn sometime just show attitude on u as a form of de-stress..I know is wrong but sometime i just can't seem to control myself..Last time cause to drop so many tears all because i quarrel with u, i really very sry abt it...

Gal F: Hey yo!, haiz, u know u another joker in the clique...Always like to say one sentence in msn: 'hohoho!', haha tat wat u always say in msn or blog..U r one of those hu is very 讲义气 one...Do u know y i will name u as 'F'? The reason is because u r a funny,funky type of person...Whn u know a friends who is in trouble, u will try all the best to care abt tat person regardless hu is tat person as long as is your friend can liao...Tat the reason y most of us like abt you..Thn other thn me, u r another person hu like to emo over something one...haha we gt same alike sia...Thn if u dislike someone or wat, u will try all the best to avoid tat person..Your motto is:' If tat place gt the person hu i dislike, i will nt appear at tat place until tat person is gone'...Haha the motto is interesting rite?...Recently i have encounter some families problems, she the only one hu send mail to convey her message instead of using sms or in msn...Tat is something i think only she will do it..In the future, if u see someone sending u encourage words through mail, u no need guess also know, the person is hu le...haha XD...Another point of her is tat whn she organize something n inviting some ppl n one of them dun wan to go, she will keep asking her to go unless u have a valid reason...Now i duno whether will she still do all these stuff or nt because if i will her, i will do all these stuff anymore, it is just too tired le lor...Haiz, among all my friends, she is the one n only interesting friend i have...haha XD

Guy G: U this idiot joker!!!!! Haha really leh, sometime life without you is like meaningless lor..U have a very very joker face, no matter hu, as long as u r laughing, the ppl beside u will also laugh( provided the ppl beside u, know hu u r if not others will think u r a mad man) haha XD....Do u know something abt yourself? Is tat whn u laugh, u look like chimpanzee..hahah XD..Thn u will know the person character if interact with tat person, tat is one of your gd point...U tend to play lots of games n u neglect your studies...Oi ah uncle, in two months time, we r taking major exam le leh, still play CnC! Time to wake up lor...Actually for guy G, i really duno wat to write because he is one of my friends hu will make me laugh whenever i with him...Haiz, so sry man, maybe end of the year i gt more things to write abt u ba...haha



I know i also changing but i think is really because of studies ba tat y 8 of us will change..But i really hoped tat, after 'O' lvl, we can go back to last time where we have fun all day long n no stress, go aracde whenever we go out, no quarrel among us, watch movie together, have laughter n joys whenever we go out.. Can we do tat? I really wan tat to happened again n let me n others believe tat in this world, ever lasting friendship really exist in this world, can we do it?


I think the 7 of you, if u all gt come to my blog, u will know hu u r? I does nt mean tat i am perfect, i know i at times, I always show attitude for u guys but in this post, all i wan to say is tat, no matter wat, i just wan to your close friend hu u can relay on..May I?

This is just part 1 only, as for part 2, i will write it at the end of the year...Hopefully i can end the story with a very very nice ending...Hehehe, hey those hu r my friends n come my blog n read de,after u read, dun ever get jealous ok? Because i have too many friends, i can't mention them one by one rite? I only highlight those i think is really important in my life de, actually i gt four person hu i wan write abt but in the story i just wan to say abt them so i will leave it till next time...The four person hu i wan to write abt is Eunice, cai feng, jia qing n justin...Sry tat now i nvr write abt u...Next time no matter wat, i will read abt u all de...Hehe...Sry!




Monday, July 28, 2008,Monday, July 28, 2008
Yeah!

Today first period math was okok lor..Mr Sim suddenly say i having too much stress till basic math i also forget.. =.=..Thn english period, i fall asleep..Sry Mrs Chung, because i was worried abt my dad condition till very late thn sleep...Tat y i will sleep during your lesson...Thn chem period was okok lor...but something weird is tat hor, 75% of wat ms lee taught i dun understand.. =.=..The rest of the period was okok lor...
After sch, pei roy,ken n ben eat at the canteen...We like very pathetic la, money also have to borrow from each other, first time, we so pathetic...hehe haha...After eating, went home get ready because later i going to hospital with my aunt to visit my dad...While preparing, i keep thinking abt my dad operation duno is it success or not...Thn around 4, we set off to hospital...Before we go out, we make a call to my dad, he told us tat the operation was very successful..I was a little bit happy la because sometime my dad is like dun wan to sad thn will lie to u de mah..We reach hospital at 5, thn i saw my dad was really ok le, i damn happy...I keep sms-ing ken,liwoon,justin,ah leng jie jie n Ms Poh...I tell them how happy i am blah blah...Thn they will also happy for me n some of them say i yesterday worried too much le...Thn i was like maybe ba...Because yesterday whn i heard tat he having operation, i keep thinking tat is i cause my dad to go through so much pain de la...Blah blah...
Thn my dad hands burn 1st degree 60%..The back is 2nd degree 26%...Thn hand the burn part too deep le thn have to use thigh muscle to replace lor...As for the back, he nt too sure abt it...Thn around 6, is time for his dinner le, he say he have no appetite thn i asked him at least eat three mouth la..Thn his hands barely can move mah so i have to feed him...To my surprise tat, he finished his porridge..So guai...Thn suddenly he tell us tat the doctor say tat his body does not have enough salt..Thn i was like -.-, a person hu like to eat salty stuff, his body will have insufficient salt? WTH! Thn stay till 6.30, my uncle came thn we have to go out le because one time can only allow max two person to go in mah...
Thn 5th uncle fetch us home, he also came n visit my dad....Went to ah ma house n have dinner thn called roy, he say tat he nt going to tuition so i also nvr go but i told my aunt i go to tuition while i go study with eunice...heheThn study till 10, pei her to central because she meet jeannette n her friend to play pool...On the way, we have so much fun la...While we walk down the slope, we walked past a house thn i saw the dog stand up n abt to bark, i quickly run thn eunice thought wat happen also grap my shirt n run, damn funny la...Thn after tat, as we walked, thn gt one bicycle wan to past thn i pull eunice, she thought the dog still chasing us so she shout n jump to my side..I was there laughing at her stupid action....haha LOL!Thn while crossing the road, eunice abt to say something thn i trip over a small rock, nearly fall down..=.=..Thn she also laugh like LOLS!..On the way to central, we keep laughing at our foolishness...haha so damn funny la..Reach mac, went to toilet, after tat she went to kpool while i went to wait for bus...ok la..Tat it for today le..Cya bb...


Sunday, July 27, 2008,Sunday, July 27, 2008
Plz get well

Friday nite, my dad came back n he sleep suddenly his shirt like wet wet de...Thn help him remove his clothe..Thn i saw his wound the 浓包破...Tat y his shirt wet wet de..Thn i thought tat after clean dry the wound shl be ok le..Who know fri nite till yesterday he having fever...Thn yesterday nite, he called my uncle fetch him to hospital n check up...I think is because of the 浓 ba thn his wound kana infection ba which cause him to have fever....Thn he have to stay in hospital...
This morning wake up, my aunt came to my house n prepare my dad stuff, thn i know tat it must be cannot come back tat y have to take stuff to hospital....Thn when i abt to go tuition, i called my aunt ask how is my dad n she told me tat his fever have not gone down n tml will be doing operation....Whn she pass the phone to my dad, i talk la, i try to control my tears but in the end before he end the call, i cried again...Thn on the way to tuition, called eunice n ah leng jie jie..During the phone conversation, i also cried...Thn keep thinking lot of stuff n my tears just drop down like this...Today lesson okok la, i think is because is because of my dad stuff, thn i no mood to do work, gt quite a no. of careless mistake...Later going to hospital visiting my dad, duno wat to say to him later...Haiz~~ later thn i update more abt my dad condition ba...Byes~~

Now back to topic..Just came back from hospital...My dad still having fever abt 38+ degrees ba...haiz duno leh, cause tml he having operation...Thn he ate only two mouthful of rice...Thn ask him to eat more but he say tat he cannot eat anymore, he have no appetite... I just hope tat everything will turn out fine lor...The only thing i can do is to pray hard...


Thursday, July 24, 2008,Thursday, July 24, 2008
This is the day which i will nvr forget till the day i die

Today something happen to my house which cause me felt so regret...Yesterday night, i making wanton so tat early in the morning can cook for my sis, fellow pals to eat..Who know something BIG happen...I wake up at 6 by esther message...Thn went to wash up n on the gas stove to heat the oil because i wanted to fry the wanton...Thn i forget tat i on big fire thn i went into my room n packed my stuff, hu know suddenly the kitchen caught fire...Thn my sis quickly called me out, my dad also quickly rush out...He went to toilet n get a pail of water while i try to off the gas...Thn he take the pot n dip it inside the pail of water..
Finally the fire has been put out...But while my father put out the fire, he been scalded by the oil/ fall down, i nt too sure abt it....Thn 5 min later, fire engine n police came...Thn my dad's right arm n half of the back being scalded by the oil...Not too serious la..I am thinking tat i dun wan to go to sch n pei my dad go hospital but he insist tat i shl go sch...While i changing, i keep crying...Thn tong leng saw me crying thn he drive me to sch..Aiya like this also gd cause can avoid those gossiper if not sure ask me lots of question de...
Before reaching sch, i called esther n told her wat happen..She just asked me dun think too much la, nth will happen..The more i think, the more i feel like crying..Thn reach class, wait for esther to come, whn she came, she passed me her Irive n asked me to listen to music n relax..Thk you very much...Thn while i listen, i keep crying la thn yilin saw me crying, called wen hui over n she asked me wat happen n i told her...She was shocked abt it la...Thn Mrs Chung called me out n ask me wat happen because on the way to sch, i sms her n told her tat something happen to my house...While saying, i just keep crying lor..She asked me try to call my aunt n asked for the situation...
After talking, went in the class, i called my aunt, she say 5th uncle pei my dad go to hospital n asked me nt to worry so much..I think she know tat i am crying tat y asked dun need to worry so much....Thn wen hui n roy keep saying sry to me n i told them is nt their fault, is my fault because i nvr watched the fire...Thn they said tat they wan come my house n help out but i told them is ok de because this problem is i created de thn i dun wan them to drag into this matter...
After sch, pei them go n have lunch n went home straight away, nvr attend EC but i have told Ms lee wat happen le n she let me off...Reach off, washed the floor thn clean the wall..Clean until 4.30, thinking tat rest awhile thn go for tuition but hu know, i rest until sleep...I sleep until 7, wake up by ben called n go back sleep again n kana wake up my dad called, he asked me go n have dinner..I where still gt face to go down, sure kana scolding de lor...But in the end still go down..Haiz..

Just one mistake n cause until so many problem le...If can i really wan to turn back the time so tat all this will nt happened again.... :'(


Tuesday, July 22, 2008,Tuesday, July 22, 2008
happy birthday Zolene! =)

Today lesson was okok la...Haha i am so excited for later event la...Because later we will be going to kbox n celebrate zolene birthday...Yeah! Sure will be very fun de...After sch, we went to central together, me n zolene go kbox first, wen hui n roy go collect cake while ming qi n eunice went home n changed...
Reach kbox not long, wen hui n roy came...We order our snack n sing some song while waiting for eunice n ming qi come....Around 3+, they came n we sing song together thn roy shy dare nt sing out loud..is natural la because he seldom come to kbox mah...haha XD...We sing until 5 thn we cut cake,before, we cut the cake, we took so many picutres la...haha next time thn upload ba cause i have not go eunice blog n take those pic...Omg la, the cake is damn nice but is too sweet, thn still left quite a lot thn no one wan to eat le...At 6, zolene n roy have to rush home for tuition, thn left me, eunice,wen hui, mingqi....While they singing, i go have some more cake, the cake is sweet thn no choice i have to eat with nuts...Overall the taste nt bad..Next time shl try some more...haha hehe...
Sing until 7, Me n wen hui went home while eunice n ming qi go have their dinner....Thn i also reach home after tat because i having Ms Poh English lesson @ 7.30...Reach home 7.15 thn have a quick bath n rush all the way to tuition...During tuition, we have so much fun la,especially ben, the joker of the yr...hehe XD...Thn after tuition, pei ben wait for his mum before i go home...

ok tat it for day, next time thn upload the pic...BYE!


Sunday, July 13, 2008,Sunday, July 13, 2008
Wat a gd saturday man

Sian arh, today wake up late, thn quickly go wash up n rush to tuition at 11am...Thn lesson was okok la, today duno y i so excited for physics but wat for, my result does not show anything...Sian la..Thn after tuition, buy lunch n come back n take over shen lok...Cause is i today work de, thn due to tuition so no choice, i start work at 1 lor...haha..Throughout the day, doing physics paper tat Mr Tan CY give us as hw...After doing, thn i do math sch paper tat mr sim give de...Stuck at qns 5 thn sian, lazy to bother mr tan again so i slack around...I knocked off at 6 thn rush home bath because i later meeting eunice for study...See, we so guai go study sia...haha..
During study, i do tuition chem hw n eunice copy my tuition notes which i lent it to her...Opps :X is copyrighted? haha XD...Thn doing finish le, sian, use psp n online awhile n see whether SOMEONE gt online or not...haha..Thn i slack around while eunice still copy, clack till 10pm, we went off...I pei her go home..After sending her back, i walk to block 607 all the walk to 604, make a detour before i go home..
Omg, i have not been there for ages n there change so much le...haha,i nearly can recognise le..I miss those aunty n uncle tat i knew ever since i was a baby?...The most memorable place is Ang Mo Kio Ave 5 Blk 604...Cause since i was baby till age of 10, i was staying there....I have a lots of nice n unforgettable memories...Haiz, i really miss those old times..
Thn walk from last time Kebun Baru Primary School, all the way to the Blk 172 before going home, As i walk, a lots of childhood memories flash back..In the school, i knew a lots of friends...Until now only gt contact with some only, but the rest ever since, Kebun Baru Primary School closed down, duno why they go le...Haiz...

I REALLY WISH TIME CAN TURNED BACK, I REALLY MISSED OUT A LOTS OF THING.IF TIME REALLY CAN TURNED BACK, I WILL SURE BRING BACK ALL THE KEBUN BARU PRIMARY SCHOOL,ANG MO KIO PRIMARY SCHOOL PPL AND NOT FORGETTING MY FELLOW PALS TAT I KNEW IN MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE..NO MATTER WAT,THEY ARE MY FRIENDS..IF I GT GOOD THINGS, I WILL SHARED WITH THEM DE...XD

Reach home, online, watched Fated To Love YOu...Watched halfway, saw Justin online thn ask him abt the tuition stuff...Tat it for today le..Bb everyone..now is 2.39am le...Goodnite/Good morning...=)




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